What's Story For Today?

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2011-12-27T23:22:00.000+08:00

I'M FALLING IN LOVE
WHEN?
EVERYDAY
WHO?
HE

Thought.

2011-12-15T08:37:00.000+08:00

It is a typical Thursday morning. I'm having my spare time before my Calculus class at 10am. And just thought of visiting my abandoned blog, heeee yes it's the truth. It's been more than 3 months being called as a student in UPM. I'm so blessed, Alhamdulillah. It was a tough one experiencing all new thing and to be at this stage. Sometimes, it just made proud that I'd be able to make it here :)

Though, I am still below the line in coping up the study. Too much side that fits me imperfectly. Somehow, I felt like to give it all up. I'm too weak for all these. I don't have the strength and just feel it's gonna be the end of me if I'm still doing it. And as if you can see, how narrow minded am I?

After completed my assignment for Titas then our project of Bakti Siswa had done so smoothly, can you imagine how relieve I was? These two thing were killing me silently and making me thinking of other subject as a bothersome for my mind. Instead, I kept on blubbering on myself telling myself why I trapped myself in this course?

Despite Biology and Physics, Chemistry is in my first line and that is why I'm taking this course. After quite sometimes, just to love it is not enough if you don't try to blend with it. I must admit that I am quite familiar with everything I had learnt so far, but it took me quite sometimes to think the illogical thing behind it. For instant, the thing that I had learnt in Organic Chemistry, mostly part of it already set in my mind before. It is just me who doesn't want to take it further and understand more. I'm the one who is stupid. All the mechanism,reactions,formula structure and so on, come on Nadzirah! You already learnt it before, just to think about it how hard you are trying to get it more, it is much suit you with being called as moron. *sigh.

Same goes with Calculus, Physical Chemistry, Physics. Am I that stupid? As I'm trying to figure it out, it become too complicated for me to untangled all these freak. I'm too exhausted, I'm too scared, I'm too paranoid just to think if I'm not able to it.

At the end of the day, it is my parents who appear in my mind. I love them more than myself, more than anything in this world. It will certainly hurt me if I do hurt them in the future. And there is Allah. He plans so well for my future. InsyaAllah.

I should stick to it

2011-11-07T18:29:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum everyone :) Beforehand, SALAM AIDIL ADHA. Well, not that late right? I was having a great time though yesterday with family but without ayah it's empty. Ayah is celebrating Aidil Adha today in Brunei. I don't know why it's late, perhaps because he's in the middle of the ocean. Hahah! I don't know! I didn't learn geography that much ;p We miss you ayah!

Yesterday just laying around with family, having a conversation, playing game, and eating together as well. Farid, Damia and Aiman surely are all grown up. Farid is such a brilliant. When we asked where his pak ngah he replied 'Pak Ngah kat Mekah lah' with his accent. Hahah! Hoping abang Ali just fine at Mecca. InsyaAllah.

I had no solid reason why I'm posting right now. Just want to talk crap and mumbling all the way. Lately, I'd been too lazy to study. After class, I didn't even open up the book back. I didn't revise anything been told in lecture and classes. I don't know what is going on with me. Seriously, sometimes I can feel that there is something going wrong with me but I just couldn't find what it is. Am I being too easy with all these? Or just doing something not to make me stress? But, I think I need to reflect myself. I really do. I need help, but I don't know from whom or how. Haha, sorry for being sarcastic.

In between, I'd just done reading The Matchbreaker by Chris Manby. It was awesome! I'm not lying. The novel is the best so far I ever read. And surely, I fall in love with one of the character in that story. BARNEY CAVANAGH! I'm falling in love with you! Cavanagh just made me fantasized about my dream man, pheww pheww. If and only if Cavanagh is real. REAL.

And right now, I'd watched Protect The Boss up to episode 16! Aww, aww, aww! I can't ask more, I love it up till now! The story is getting interesting episode by episode, I shall say. I even almost cry over one episode, the moment when Noh Eun Seol and Cha Ji Heon made up their mind to separate. It's buying out your tears okay! Yes, I don't care what you guys gonna say. I'm just loving this story :)

Ok, done till here! XOXO

Need To Survive

2011-10-16T22:15:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, when everything getting harder, you lost a bit.

Stumble, and everything is not on the right point.

I felt it quite lately. It's been a hard time for me. I cried but I don't know why. Even it was obvious, I tried not to. Hoping for the best, I was scared. Scared of losing them, scared of loosing her, scared of loosing him, and scared of loosing myself. I couldn't find the help. I kept on searching, but once I found, I was speechless to burst it all out. I ended up with just keeping it with myself. There's only Allah. Allah knows more.

I'm still trying......

Protect The Boss

2011-10-07T00:29:00.000+08:00

Just done half the way of my Physics Tutorial. Shit! I'm genius in being stupid in Physics. What the fish? I need to done the questions which not even explained yet! Hahah, memang aku pandai lah nak baca nak menghadap that buku Uncle Serway tu. Huh, sway! I need something to close this up, so.....

Okay, dah lama tak update pasal these K-Pop wave dalam blog. Hahah, bukan hilang minat, kalau nak update memang seribu post pun tak akan pernah cukup. So, right now nak update drama Protect The Boss. Firstly, memang tak ada interested langsung nak tengok this drama even Jaejoong ada!! So, bila dah nak start keluar dekat ONE, just try to watch the 1st episode at Kimchi. OMG! Seriously, this drama is awesome! Baru tengok first episode rasa macam nak tengok second. Bila dah tengok second, nak tengok third pulak, hwaaaa!

Hehe, and yes! The big reason mestilah sebab Jaejoong ada kan ;p But but hero dia, Ji Sung pun tak kurang hebatnya, hahah. Masa mula-mula tengok Ji Sung rasa macam pernah tengok dia berlakon dalam drama lain before this. Oh baru teringat dalam drama All In :) Tapi, dalam All In dia bawa character yang serious but opposite in this drama. Ji Sung is extremely funny all the way. The way he acted, the way he behave for the character, cute :) I love it when the scene between Jaejoong and Ji Sung, they are hilarious when together!

Sekarang, this drama dah tayang dekat ONE but memang haramlah I nak tengok kan? Balik weekend pun bukan sempat nak tengok, ada je program. So bila ada masa je barulah rajin tengok online, hukhuk. Sekarang dah tengok sampai episode 3 je baru, padahal episode dah all the way up to 18 yang dah upload, haha. Berkurun lah nak habiskan tengok!!!!

Oh, btw. Enjoy lah picture selingan ni :)

Oh, that shade!

The best so far! I want Jaejoong to put his hand on my shoulder too! ;p

Aww, they are the cutest when fighting and together

Huh, the anticipated one! Must watch till the end no matter what! :)
Ok, bye!

Tak payah bacalah

2011-10-03T23:18:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum everybody.
It's 4th week of lecture in UPM. Alhamdulillah, dah nak almost 1 month berada di bumi UPM :) Classes, friends, semuanya awesome belaka. To be frank, memang pentipu lah kalau tak stress lagi-lagi bila merasakan kerja-kerja yang agak bertimbun tak dapat disiapkan tapi nak kena submit in a meantime. But, sikap negatif yang memang suka mengendalakan kerja-kerja, hwaaaaa. Nasib baik 2 out of 3 lab reports memang kena hantar on the spot. So tak payah pening kepala nak fikir pasal nak buat lab report bila balik. Tutorials lagi laaaa jangan cakap. Berkepuk-kepuk print out tapi buatnya harammmm. HAHAHA, okay bukanlah sampai tak buat langsung memang mintak kaki kot, but yang dah tak tahu tu takkan nak cakar je kan? Assignments lagi?

Kawan-kawan dip semuanya dah pulang ke rumah tercinta, hwaaaaaa sumpah jealous tahap gaban! Exam dah habis, sem pun dah habis, sekarang boleh duduk goyang kaki goyang perut dekat rumah. Jealous, sebab 5 bulan break hari tu tak best sob sob sob. Mine? Test 1 pun tak start lagi, dah nervous nak tunggu test 1, boleh ke buat nanti?

Even every week menghadap rumah but still homesick setiap masa. Asyik ingat rumah je. Buat apa pun asyik ingat rumah je. Entahlah, agaknya memang dah jenis nak RUMAH JEEEE ;p Plus, ayah nak fly esok memang lepas ni makin rajin laaa nak balik rumah. Memang kalau desperate sangat tu hari rabu ke hari khamis ke nak cabut balik rumah! I need to change! This is a habit. The bad one. Bad but beneficial, eh ye ke? Haha, even hari Sabtu datang kelas pun memang pergi sendiri dari rumah, kononnya lagi sanggup ulang-alik dari rumah. APA NAK JADI? Ini yang buat nak nyanyi lagu APA NAK JADI ni!

Okaylah, sebenarnya takdak pa nak cerita pun. Saja membuang masa sebab tak dapat buat pre-lab assignment untuk esok. So, kepada rakan-rakan yang nak bercuti itu, selamat cuti-cuti semua! Bulan satu kita sambung pulak hikhikhik ;p K bye!

Alhamdulillah, because of HIM I'm still alive now :)

2011-09-18T16:07:00.000+08:00

18 September 2011. Yeah, I'm turning 19 today. People said, my last year to celebrate my teenager era. HAHA. I don't care. Well, too many wishers to mention so I would like to thank all of them and you guys :) AllahuAkbar, because of HIM I'd be able to stay in this world in a given time, thank you Allah. I'm turning to adult soon, and I'm taking my degree starting this year. So, it's a memorable year for me though. Hopefully, everything gonna be just fine and I want to change into a better person than before cause I'd done a lot of mistake before. InsyaAllah. Thanks again everyone for the wish!

Before that, add note : Puan Masdarina, my class teacher during form 4 had return to rahmatullah this morning. Al-Fatihah for her, may she'll be bless there be with among blessed people.

Beginning of the journey in UPM :)

2011-09-17T01:11:00.000+08:00

About a week ago (over) I started my journey in UPM land. I must admit, I had a variation of feeling before entered the campus. Yeah, jakun gila sebab this is the first time. Haha. Alhamdulillah, dapat sebilik dengan Zue, BFF kita heeee. But, we as a human never satisfied kan? Masuk masuk je bilik semua ternganga, 'Are we gonna stay for a semester in this limited space!' Sumpah bilik tu keciiikkkkk, matrik punya pun lagi besar, haih. Haih, ayah and ma said it's fine. Bukannya nak tinggal forever pun kat situ. Orientation went just so-so I guess. Haha, it was normal lah rasa penat or grumpy or hungry all the time kan kan. We were lucky because 12th college got a very sporting facilitators yang jarang or tak pernah kot nak menjerit or marah marah kat kitorang semua. Diorang sangat cool ok.

Masa orientasi lagi dah belajar naik bus mana nak pergi fakulti or mana mana building dekat Kawasan Akademik. Our college is the furthest from kawasan Akademik so buses are very vital.

Ini room mates :)

Ini bukan nak pergi sekolah ye rakan-rakan. Ini TERPAKSA.

Malunya saya sebab saya tertidur masa that Minister tengah bagi speech kat depan, hiiiiii

I sent this photo to ayah said, It was a hectic day!

And yeay! Orientasi nak habis daaaa :)

So, my first class was Organic Chemistry at 8am on Monday. I was lucky because one of my rakan sebilik take the course same as me. So, we decided to go to faculty together. Dengan semangatnya bangun awal siap awal berbaju kurung supaya tak payah berebut bus nak pergi fakulti. Heeeee, great experienced sebab memang senior dah warning awal-awal apa yang bakal jadi on the first day of lecture.

First week ni pun dah start belajar. Nasib baiklah segala galanya memang basic je semua yang dah di'save' masa dekat matrik tapi dah di'delete' masa tinggalkan matrik, hwaaaaa ni yang tak suka! But the most thing yang saya suka sebab all lectures are conducted in fully English (adalah sikit sikit tersesat jugak bahasa rojak tu) since we shared the same class with international student. Plus, most of the Science's terms, I only can access along with English, so it's quite easy for me to learn.

Setakat ini, nasib baiklah belum lagi ada kes tersilap kelas lagi. Even peta yang ada tak membantu sangat but still useful okay. I started to love the UPM's natures even makan kat sana memang seriously mahal nak mampus sebab makan itu sangatlah utama bagi saya, terpaksa jugaklah dipupuk-pupuk kasih sayang pada universiti tercinta(belum lagi, phuii!) Classmates? Haaaaa, tak kenal semua lagi nantilah berkenal-kenalan haahaaa.

Dahlah, malas nak fikir lagi. Kbye! Oh sebelum tuuuu......

Saya tengah berangan sekejap dekat koridor tingkat dua dalam Chemistry Department and bila dah snap baru sedar ada someone interframe dekat belakang. Hoh, sibuk jee. Bila dia toleh, okay sorry lah Pak Arab gua tersnap gambar belakang badan lu, ;p

My Next Pit Stop :)

2011-09-07T01:17:00.000+08:00

Yes, in less that 24 hours, I'm gonna step into UPM land or Universiti Putra Malaysia in Serdang. Hwaaaa, time flies so fast. Tak sangka dah nak masuk Universiti, and degree in becoming progress. To be frank, right now preparation pun tak complete lagi and trust me, it will never complete haha. Experience from matrix, maklumlah that was my very first time kena duduk dorm nun jauh tercorok dekat Kuala Pilah sana tu. Masa mula-mula nak masuk matrix dulu, dah jiwa kacau gila. Macam orang kena sawan je the night before. Gonna stay away from my lovey dovey family and housiee for temporary and jauh tercampak kat Kuala Pilah. Okay, macam nak metafora sangat. Kuala Pilah sounds jauh macam Far Far Away punya land *or it was just me, haha. Tapi, the truth is tak adalah jauh mana pun. From Kajang through LEKAS-Senawang-Bukit Putus took about 30 minutes. Bukit Putus-College another 30 minutes. See, tak adalah jauh mana pun kan. Even jalan nak pergi Kuala Pilah tu berlingkar macam ular sawa cukup makan, but kalau dah ayah yang bawak kereta tu sumpah rasa sesaat je dah sampai Kuala Pilah,huuuu. Spoiled-brat gilakan,heh.

So, untuk further degree ni, nasib baiklah tak kena campak lagi jauh. Nasib baiklah seberang Kajang ni je. Nasib baiklah 20minutes dari rumah je. Nasib baiklah Uni belakang rumah je 'kononnya,konon!'. Nasib baiklah semuanya nasib baiklah. Sampai sekarang barang satu apa pun tak packing lagi. Borang satu apa pun tak susun lagi. Dokumen satu apa pun tak kepilkan lagi. GOYANG KAKI je mentang-mentang jarak Uni dengan rumah memang kalau dikira dengan sepuluh jari ni bukan kurang, banyak jugak terlebih kilometernya. HUH! Senang hati betul NADZIRAH ni! Barang dah budget, packing apa yang perlu je. Abaikan macam masa matrix dulu satu wardrobe nak angkut, kalau boleh peti ais, tv, bilik air pun nak bawak sekali. Macam ma kata, dah tak nak balik rumah lagi? No ma! Keselesaan itu penting, phuii! Plus plus, ayah juga yang pesan. Kalau nak apa-apa balik weekend je. Dah bagi chance, takkanlah biar terkubur je kan. Memang tiap minggulah balik gamaknya macam ni. Siap bawak hadiah tau! LAUNDRY satu beg! Haha! Jimatkan? Tak payah susah melawat kedai ke pasaraya ke koperasi ke nak mencari sabun cecair jenama Breeze,ceh! Tak payah susah nak simpan baldi dalam bilik, buat semak je. Tak payah serabut nak fikir 'Kena cop cepat port sidai kain ni'. TAK PAYAH! Well, cakap je lebih, tengoklah nanti. Belum daftar lagi dah sibuk berangan pasal kain kotor, heh!

As well, for those yang tak tahu lagi course apa I ambil nanti let me enlighten it again. I'm taking Bachelor in Science Major in Petroleum Chemistry. I must admit, what the hell this course is as far as I know it contains Chemistry *I love Chemistry ;p. I checked it already, among IPTA that we need to choose, only UPM provides this course. I bet it's gonna be a challenging for me in the future. I must learn to be cool, hardworking, workaholic and being more responsible on my duty, huh *I wanna go back to high school sob sob sob. InsyaAllah, will stay in UPM for straight 4 years. Next? Hahha, I don't know. For right now, my next pit stop is UPM as the limit. Future is still far away, well already set many things in this mind. Worry is overshadow by excited, YES!

Pray for me. Hoping to be the best in every semester. It's been while tak masuk kuliah meet the lecturers. I know it's gonna be a kekok time for me next week. Heeeee. Don't worry, I'm not going too far sayang sayang. We still can meet :) Huarghhh, back to work now XOXO to all!

Syawal 2011

2011-09-05T00:24:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum. I know it's kinda late now tapi still nak ucapkan Salam Eidul Fitri to everyone! already mentioned through FB and Twitter ;p

This year, hari raya tak adalah segempak mana. Macam tahun-tahun sebelum but still enjoyed the moments. As usual, malam raya mestilah dekat rumah kan? Seriously that malam raya memang sunyi walaupun mostly jiran adalah Chinese, macam faham-faham je diorang ni,hihi. After sembahyang raya, rumah first yang dituju mestilah rumah atuk dekat Spg Balak :) Great! Dapat makan soto yang diminta kepada ma hari tu. Fuhh, penat tau nak pujuk ma buat soto akhirnya dapat merasa dekat rumah atuk :) The best thing was, nieces nephews pun semua ada serentak. Dapat jumpa Rayyan,Ziqry,Durrah,Zahra and Hazim sekali gus. Aww, comel je budak-budak ni rasa macam nak ada anak sendiri jugak,heh. And of course, met up with cousins, bergurau senda tukar story the morry gitu. Maklumlah, tak sahlah raya kalau tak macam tu. Sebab itulah most people sangatlah suka hari raya. *Ramadhan tetap dinanti :)

After Zohor barulah balik kampung ayah dekat Langat. Kuciwa sedikit hatiku (phuii!) bila tak dapat jumpa Damia and Farid on first raya but Aiman and baby Iman were there so suka lalalalagi dapat tengok budak kecik! Haih! Tak pernah jumpa baby Iman lagi, bila dah jumpa OMG, she's so pretty. Sumpah, lawa sangat!

Hihi, tapi this year pun tak berjalan sangat. 2nd Syawal, Independence Day pun dah jejak pergi The Mines with cousins and siblings. Bosan punya pasal duduk rumah apalagi, HANTU BONCENG! HERE WE COME! Hahaha. Siapa yang tak tonton lagi movie tu, I COMMAND YOU MUST WATCH IT! MUST! Movie tu memang sepuluh sepuluh jari gua bagi naik, kalau tak cukup tambah jari kaki, kalau tak cukup gua suruh jiran gua tolong add on kan lagi. Sumpah THE BEST! Memang tak rugi pun tengok! Balik rumah duk cerita dekat semua ayah,ma,makcik,pakcik,abang sedara yang tak dapat ikut,budak-budak kecik yang tak faham apa lagi,nenek pun sama, semangat betul membebel pot-pet-pot-pet kat diorang :D Dah dah, enough!

Gambar pun tak banyak ambil. Upload ni pun sikit-sikit je buat penyejuk mata, ceh! :D

Met this girl on 2nd Eid. Balik-balik je suruh garu kaki dia. Memang bertuah punya budak! Haha

With Nazmi at Gombak. Satu-satunya rumah yang kami pergi beraya :)

Sofia, Farid and Damia's cousin. She's so cute sampai snap gambar dia banyak-banyak!

Farid ni memang suka duk perabih barang. Tengok tu, sampai ibu dia tak senang duduk,hihi

Sofia lagi. She fell asleep :)

Haris, Sofea's elder brother. Handsome tau dia ni.

Ish, buat muka mintak orang cubit dia kuat-kuat. Tau ler comel haha :)

Big Family, walaupun tak nampak big :D

Dengan Kak Elin, tiba-tiba je hari tu rajin pulak dia nak jadi model bergambar, nasib baik I ni okay je mengofferkan diri jadi the tukang ambil gambar :D

Adik,ma and me :)

See, biasa-biasa je this year punya raya. Hari Sabtu buat makan makan dekat rumah. Thanks to Aqilah, Syud, Azhar and his friend, Nuryn dan Wana sudi datang. Sorry kalau tak entertain korang elok-elok and kalau makan tak best. Thanks again! The whole family pun datang hari tu juga so seriously bukan setakat patah pinggang duk mengemas memang tahap ICU dah rasa. Malam tu memang tidur mati ler! Yesterday, meronggeng dengan ladies(cousins). And again I watched HANTU BONCENG sebab I recommend kan this movie dekat diorang, haha nasib baik diorang memang rasa nak tengok. Thanks lah dekat Kak Muni, Kak Long and Kak Et. Thanks sebab belanja semuanya, ish malunya,hihi.

Okay dah lah. Penat nak membebel panjang-panjang lagi. Pasai mood nak berblog tu masih atas langit tak turun turun lagi haha. Sebelum terlupa, selamat sambung belajar buat girlfriends yang dah start masuk semalam. Gonna miss you guys dan juga rakan taulan sahabat handai yang lain. GOOD LUCK and all the best semuanya! K,bye!

Nak Vacation nak vacation!

2011-08-27T02:07:00.000+08:00

Seriously, aku rasa macam dah nak meroyan duduk dekat rumahku syurgaku ini. Amboi! Cantik bahasa duk ngutuk rumah sendiri. Erk? Okay, since habis matrik bulan April hari tu up till now waiting for Uni entrance, tak sekalipun, dengar ni orang-orang kampung TAK SEKALIPUN aku dibawa pergi bercuti. OMG! Hebat kan? Cool kan? The best kan? Cantik kan? Macam lah kan kan kan? Nak jual ikan? Eh!

So, terasa macam apasal hidup ni tiba-tiba jadi pathetic pulak ni (dah lama nak brag, hari ni baru teringat nak post, *tampar muka sendiri). Yang lain duk sibuk ajak join, aku ni banyak kekangan membuatkan aku terpaksa cakap 'Can't join you guys!'*sambil buat suara gedik tahap mintak lutut. So rasa macam sedihnya, alahai sedihnya, ish sedih lagi, sedihnyaaaaaa!*Aku sorang je over react @_@

Sudahnya, sampai dah nak sambung belajar baliklah memang tak tercapai-capai akalmu, eh eh silap, tak tercapai hajatku. Baru-baru ni duk menggedik dengan ma, boleh tak kalau first cuti nanti kita pergi holiday? Masa tu baru lepas tengok jadual sem, semangat betul dah nak plan holiday ni. Sesungguhnya aku memanglah terbodoh kejap masa tu, aku terlupa aku ada abang yang pun akan sambung belajar, adik yang nak SPM hujung tahun ni. Macam mana aku boleh lupa? Itulah, pentingkan diri sangat! *tampar lagi muka

Aku pun dah macam 'alahai, pending lagilah ni'. Rasa macam berzaman lagilah aku kena tunggu kalau nak pergi holiday gayanya macam ni. Teringat ayah pernah cakap hari tu, nak pergi Bali. Lepas tu tukar pulak nak pergi Singapore. Aku dah duk bayangkan main tepi beach bajet hot stuff bila pergi holiday sana nanti. *memang kuat berangan. Mungkin kalau ayah nak pergi sana jugak end of year ni, bye bye lah kau Nadzirah! Duduklah kau dekat UPM tu nanti sambil gigit jari je. Hehe, tiba-tiba teringat time family pergi Terengganu last year and aku tinggal sebab dekat Matrik, aku menangis macam orang mati laki masa call ma yang masa tu ada dekat Terengganu. Bila ma cerita itu ini itu ini pasal Terengganu, aku campak phone jauh-jauh(cliche je ni) pasal patah hati punya hal! Macam budak-budak je perangai masa tu.

Lastly ma cakap, ayah nak bawa pergi umrah. Mata aku dah bersinar gila masa tu! Excited! Pergi Mekah! Pergi rumah Allah! First world class punya tempat yang memang aku nak pergi! TAPI, ada tapi okey. Schedule antara family memang banyak clash. Kalau aku cuti, yang lain tak semestinya cuti. Kalau yang lain cuti, aku ni kalau tak cuti? Urghh, rasa macam memikirkan masalah dunia bila teringat syahdu hal ni. Hwaa!
Dengan suara pasrah dan redha aku bagitau ma. 'Kalau macam tu, kalau kitorang(aku and abang) tak dapat cuti jugak, ma and ayah pergi jelah. Nak buat macam mana.' Syahdu gila suara macam minta maaf di pagi raya ;p Sebenarnya, ayah pun tak confirm lagi. Yelah nak cari waktu yang betul-betul sesuai memang susah.

Mungkin aku sounds macam bragging sangat. Haaa, sebenarnya bukan nak merungut ke apa, I memang totally tak kisah pun sebenarnya pasal hal ini. Just sometimes this kind of feeling hadir dengan tiba-tiba then buat otak aku ni sesak nak fikir. So ini kira macam meluahkan. Ma and ayah, next vacation kita pergi yang gempak-gempak okey! Sambil buat photography session sekali! haha.

Dah dah, aku dah melalut. Kbye!

Fantasy with Aqilah

2011-08-26T07:21:00.000+08:00

Ok, bye!

Flashback

2011-08-24T16:49:00.001+08:00

I used to love this song like crazy. The lyrics are just amazing. Life is meaningless without pain, dream and pray.

The Script-We Cry

Jenny was a poor girl, living in a rich world
Named her baby hope when she was just 14
She was hoping for a better world for this little girl
But the apple doesn't fall too far from the tree
When she gets that call, Hope's too far gone
Her baby's on the way, with nothing left inside
Together We Cry

What about the John Play, could have gone the whole way
Lighting up the stage tryna get a deal
Now he's lighting up the wrong way, something for the pain
Man you wanna see this kid he was so fuckin' unreal
When he gets that call, he's too far gone
Can't get it together to sing one song
And they won't hear tonight the words of a lullaby

Mary's ambition, she wants to be a politician
She's been dreaming about it since she was a girl
She thought, that she'd be the one who could change the world
Always tryna pave the way for women in a man's world
But life happened, house, kids, two cars, husband hits the jar,
Checks that don't go very far now
Now she ain't making changes, she keeps her mind on her wages
The only rattling cages are her own

There's so much sad gonna flood the ocean
We're all in tears for a world that's broken

There comes a time when every bird has to fly
At some point every rose has to die
It's hard to let your children go, leave home, where they go, who knows?
Gettin' drunk, gettin' stoned all alone
Teach a man to fish, feed a man for life
Show your kids the truth, and hope they never lie
Instead of reading in a letter that they've gone to something better
Bet you're sorry now, I won't be coming home tonight

I'm sick of looking for those heroes in the sky
To teach us how to fly
Together we cry

Perkara pukul 2.17 pagi

2011-08-23T02:35:00.001+08:00

Apa itu perkara pukul 2.17 pagi? Okey, sebenarnya dah mati idea dah nak letak tajuk apa sebab dah bosan tahap juvana sekarang ini. Lagi-lagi mata tak boleh lelap sekarang. Bau manis melekit kat satu badan gara-gara buat kuih tadi sampai pukul 1.50 dan memang mimpilah aku nak mandi time-time cegini kan? Bleh!

Hehe, sebenarnya tak ada apa nak cerita pun. BYEEE!

Raise your awareness girls!

2011-08-14T00:29:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum. Entry kali ini quite serious and just for our knowledge. Kalau anda semua perasan, sejak beberapa bulan ni memang banyak sangat advertisement about Cervix Cancer or Kanser Serviks dalam Bahasa Melayu nya. Sekarang ini memang tengah banyak sangat kempen untuk meningkatkan lagi kesedaran orang ramai especially untuk gadis gadis dan wanita wanita sebab yang mendapat kanser ini adalah kaum wanita sendiri. Lelaki mana ada serviks kan? heh heh heh.

Jadi, mari kita review dulu apa itu kanser serviks. Serviks ialah salah satu bahagian dalam organ reproduksi wanita yang terletak pada lower part of uterus(rahim) dan on top of vagina(faraj). Kiranya antara uterus dengan vagina lah ni. Kanser serviks tu pula kanser yang berlaku pada serviks.

Untuk penerangan yang seterusnya, saya minta maaf dulu kalau ada tersalah info atau kurang memahaminya. Informasi yang saya ambil memang saya google-ing sahaja dari pelbagai website. Plus, memang guna scientific name and saya hanya mampu faham that scientific name itu sahaja. Maklumlah, otak budak belajar sains memang macam ni, jadi saya akan berusaha sedaya upaya saya untuk mengguna bahasa yang paling simple sekali :) Teruskan membaca, ini adalah untuk kebaikan kita bersama.

Barah serviks ini bermula pada permukaan serviks dan untuk pengetahuan terdapat dua jenis cell pada permukaan serviks wanita iaitu squamous dan columnar (sorry, tak tahu macam mana nak explain squamous and columnar. Ini adalah antara jenis sel, dalam banyak-banyak jenis sel yang lain). Tetapi, mostly cervical cancer ini adalah squamous cell. Barah serviks ni selalunya develop dengan lambat dan perlahan-lahan. Bermula dengan keadaan pra-kanser yang dipanggil dysplasia. Precancerous condition sebenarnya boleh dikesan melalui Pap Smear dan 100% treatable. Sebab itulah sangat penting untuk semua wanita untuk menjalani Pap Smear. Dikatakan mostly wanita pada masa kini mendapat kanser serviks sebab mereka tidak melakukan regular Pap Smear dan tak buat follow up dengan result check up. As for this, I still remember masa form 5 dulu, ada seorang practical teacher yang mengajar kami subjek Biology pernah pesan pada kami pelajar-pelajar perempuan untuk melakukan Pap Smear sebagai langkah awal untuk mencegah penyakit barah pangkal rahim dan barah rahim. Heeee, tapi kami takut sangat masa tu sebab it sounds scary and we still thought that we were too young at that time to get the Pap Smear, haha! But now, barulah saya sedar betapa pentingnya benda tu.

Jadi, bila berlakunya precancerous condition which is undetected, this condition will develop into cervical cancer dan akan merebak pada bladder, intestines, lung and liver. Okay, seriously sounds sangat bahaya! Selalunya mengambil masa selama bertahun untuk precancerous tu bertukar kepada kanser sepenuhnya dan kebiasaannya, pesakit cervical cancer ni tak berhadapan dengan masalah sehinggalah barah ni dah advanced dan merebak.

Almost cervical cancer ini berpunca strain HPV (human papilloma virus). HPV ini adalah common virus yang disebarkan melalui sexual intercourse( hubungan seks). HPV ni pula ada banyak jenis dan some strains will develop into cancer di mana akan menyebabkan pertumbuhan ketuat(genital warts) pada serviks. Ada juga antaranya yang tidak mendatangkan apa-apa kesan.

Jadi, antara faktor yang berisiko untuk mendapat kanser serviks ni :

1. Having sex at an early age

2.Multiple sexual partners (sebab itulah dalam Islam tak pernah sebut threesome ke foursome ke, bodoh gila siapa yang cipta benda ni)

3.Poor economic status (membawa kepada ketidak mampu untuk menjalani Pap Smear)

4.Sexual partners who have multiple partners or who participate in high-risk sexual activities (investigate dulu latar belakang pasangan anda)

5.Weakened immune system

Symptoms. At first, kanser serviks ini tidak menunjukkan apa-apa tanda pada peringkat awal, tetapi bila dah menjadi serius, anda mungkin mengalami:

1.Abnormal vaginal bleeding between periods, after intercourse, or after menopause

2.Any bleeding after menopause

3.Continuous vaginal discharge, which may be pale, watery, pink, brown, bloody, or foul-smelling

4.Periods become heavier and last longer than usual

Simptom-simptom yang lain mungkin seperti back pain, bone fractures, fatigue, heavy bleeding from vagina, leaking of urine or feces from vagina, leg pain, loss of appetite, pelvic pain,single swollen leg and weight loss.

Signs and tests.

Semestinya, sel kanser ini tak boleh dilihat dengan naked eye. Special tests and tools are needed to spot that conditions.

1.Pap smear. Doktor akan mengambil sedikit tisu pada permukaan cervix dan dihantar ke makmal untuk diuji. Ini adalah bertujuan untuk mengesan sebaran ketidaknormalan pada permukaan serviks seperti kehadiran sel pra-kanser. Dinasihatkan untuk menjalani ujian Pap Smear setiap tahun untuk mengesan peringkat awal. Tindakan pencegahan peringkat awal boleh menyelamatkan nyawa.

2.Colposcopy.Doktor akan mengunakan mikroskop yang khas untuk memeriksa pangkal rahim anda untuk sebarang ketidaknormalan. Sekiranya ada, sedikit biopsi akan diambil dan dihantar kemakmal. Kadang-kadang biopsi kon akan dibuat sekiranya didapati sel barah sudah merebak lebih dalam.

3.Ujian HPV.Ujian ini boleh mengesan kuman HPV yang specifik terhadap kanser serviks seperti strain 16 dan 18, iaitu penyebabkan utama kanser pangkal rahim.

Pencegahan.

Anda boleh mengambil langkah pencegahan pertama dengan mengambil suntikan pelalian HPV untuk mencegah jangkitan kuman HPV. Penggunaan kondom juga boleh mengurangkan risiko mendapat barah.Selain itu, untuk mencegah jangkitan kuman HPV, anda juga:

1.Melakukan hubungan seks dengan 1 pasangan sahaja.

2.Elakkan melakukan hubungan seks pada usia yang muda.

3.Tidak merokok

Vaksin terhadap HPV

Sekarang sudah terdapat vaksin yang boleh mencegah kebanyakkan dari strain HPV yang menjadi punca kepada kanser serviks. Gadis seawal usia 13 tahun adalah digalakan untuk mengambil vaksin ini. Ia boleh mencegah sehingga 70% dari jangkitan HPV dan walaupun ia lebih efektif sekiranya diberikan sebelum gadis menjadi aktif secara seksual, ia juga disarankan kepada semua wanita sehingga usia 46 tahun.

Jadi, dengan info yang saya beri ini, diharapkan agar gadis-gadis di luar sana atau sesiapa sahaja yang terbaca entry ini segera mengambil langkah awal pencegahan kerana mencegah lebih baik dari merawat, bukan? Selepas membaca segala jenis maklumat mengenai barah ini, saya juga ada turut berkira untuk mengambil suntikan pelalian HPV dan melakukan ujian Pap Smear. Sumpah, saya berasa gerun bila mendapat tahu barah ini adalah yang kedua membunuh selepas breast cancer. Jadi, dapatkan pencegahan awal anda sekarang! Bukanlah saya mahu mengajar pendidikan seks di sini tetapi ini adalah salah satu usaha saya untuk meningkat kesedaran masyarakat mengenai hal yang serius ini yang sudah diabaikan. Thanks for your attention! Salam :)

Notes: Barah ini mostly terjadi sebab hubungan seksual yang tidak sihat. Sudah terang-terang Islam mengharamkan hubungan seksual tanpa ikatan, kenapa cari nahas lagi? renung-renungkanlah dan fikirkan. Islam itu INDAH! :)

Iftar 13/8/2011

2011-08-13T01:20:00.000+08:00

Hari ini iftar bersama ladies tersayang. Heading to bangi for our meal for break fast. Together, sambut birthday Syud dengan perang tepung, for sure! Hihihi, sorry Syud for making you look more alike opera Cina. :)

Our main menu for today. Azza nak makan ini! Sup gearbox! But, Aqilah tak tahu gearbox tu macam mana so dia order 2. Hahaha! Banyak tu and rasanya meja kami je yang order dua, lagi-lagi 5 orang perempuan je yang nak melantak.

So Cik Aqilah, dah hafal rupa gearbox ni? Nak sedut lagi? Hihihi, tulah tadi main sedut je tak tarik gear dulu ;p

Masing-masing muka excited nak makan. Baik yang puasa, dengan tak puasa. Sama je! haha, ops XD

After makan and solat maghrib, pergilah pula singgah kedai jual bahan bakeri nak beli tepung buat bedak si budak Syud ni. Kesian Syud mengharap kitorang katakan 'TAK JADI', last last menerima dengan redha je kan.

Ini sebelum kena mandi tepung! Sebab ada orang gila dekat tempat ni, terpaksa tukar tempat pulak. Tapi, mula-mula tu takut berani je,last-last terus cabut lari sebab terbaling tepung dekat kereta orang. SORRY!!! Siapa punya kerja tu? *tunjuk diri sendiri

Gambar ni nampak macam budak-budak teruja dengan tepung terbang. Hihihi! Seronok demo :)

Gambar ni pulak macam tengah snowing je kan? I loike! :)

We made a graffiti on air. It looked well after captured

That's our story for today. Looking forward for next iftar ye sayang sayang :) BTW, incident memalukan terjadi. I was almost dah nak sampai rumah when ma texted me. Masa dah sampai rumah, I pun matikan enjin kereta and kononnya nak buka gate sendiri dengan kunci sendiri. Then raba-raba cari lock dan eh! lock tak ada ni? I pun pandang lantai. GREAT gilalahkan dah tukar kunci tak nak beritahu. hahaha. so, I pun masuk balik kereta dengan niat nak suruh ma buka gate. Belum sempat nak call lagi mama dah buka dari dalam. Ceh, buat malu je nak buka gate automatik dengan kunci! Hahaha! Mari saya sajikan dengan gambar terakhir yang sangat comel.

Hantu Opera Cina ini telah dijumpai memeluk tiang telefon ini. Comel hantu opera cina ni pakai tudung :)

Nano White :)

2011-08-10T04:43:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum and hello everybody. It's 4 am in the morning and I'm still wide awake. I'm suffering a sugar high effect right now for having chocolate moist cake and sundae as my midnight's snacks for today, weehoooo!!!!

Untuk entry yang kali ini, I nak share dengan semua about my new skincare product. Oh no no no, jangan terpengaruh dengan ayat itu. I'm not launching my own skincare line but I'm using a different new skincare product right now.

Sebelum ni, I dah banyak kali tukar produk skincare sebab memang hobi, sungguh tak ada kerja. Let me remind you again, sejak pakai produk SIMPLE dulu yang telah mencapapkan muka I ni, I dah tak ambil berat pasal penjagaan rupa dengan rapi. Jadi telah menyebabkan kulit muka menjadi sangat tidak sihat, sangat sensitif, sangat tercela dan sangat berminyak. Kesian tak? Phui!!

Jadi, baru-baru ini about 2-3 weeks ago, I sangat tertarik dengan produk Nano White. Bukanlah sebab duta produk mereka adalah Diana Danielle tetapi setelah membuat research yang sangat mendalam (cewwah!) I dapati, mostly yang telah menggunakan produk nano white memberikan response yang positive! Jadi, I pun sangatlah teruja mahu mencuba produk ini!

Let me tell you about the nano story

*Sumber adalah dari pamplet nano white sendiri

Because nano-happy skin absorbs nano molecule better, to give you fairer skin faster

All nanowhite products have been specially formulated to make your skin nano-happy. This is possible because of two amazing innovations. Firstly, the entire range is enhanced with our unique "happy" endorphne that stimulates the skin for better absorption of active ingredients. Secondly, we use latest nano technology to create nano molecules that penetrate deeper and more effectively.

Yes, itulah serba sedikit mukadimah tentang produk nanowhite ni. Mari kita move pada jenis penjagaan yang ditawarkan.

Ini adalah Clarifying Cleansing Milk. Ia menanggalkan benda asing dan alat solek secara berkesan. Jadi sebelum mula apa-apa dulu, seeloknya bersihkan wajah anda dengan Cleansing Milk ini. Terutamanya bagi wanita yang selalu memanjakan wajah mereka dengan solekan, Cleansing Milk ini boleh menjadi pencuci solekan pada wajah anda. But, saya truly tak pakai make up so this one that termasuk dalam senarai, he he he.

Ini pula adalah Microfoliating Clay Cleanser. Mungkin pelik mendengar perkataan clay kerana kita jarang menggunakan produk yang berasaskan clay. Tapi sebenarnya, orang di Jepun menggunakan sea clay sebagai face scrub mereka menggantikan scrub yang lain. Clay cleanser ini ada particle halus yang boleh mengeluarkan benda asing yang terperangkap di dalam liang pori. So, untuk gunakan Clay Cleanser ini, gunakan ia seperti anda menggunakan scrub. Boleh guna berselang hari atau 3-4 kali seminggu dan seeloknya pada waktu malam.

Polishing renewal exfoliator(PRE) ini juga merupakan sesuatu yang baru juga bagi saya. PRE ini adalah gel-like dan bau dia boleh tahan jugaklah, ala-ala gam UHU gitu. Tapi, function PRE ini sangat best. Sebelum kita mencuci muka dengan pembersih muka, seeloknya sapu muka dengan PRE ini di keseluruhan wajah. PRE ini akan menanggalkan kotoran dan sel-sel mati pada wajah kita dan mengurangkan bintik hitam pada wajah. Selepas beberapa minit kita usap pada muka, kita akan dapati ada gumpalan-gumpalan halus seperti tisu yang dikoyak-koyakkan timbul di permukaan kulit agar mudah dibuang untuk mendedahkan permukaan kulit yang baru. Best kan dengar?

Selepas sapu dengan PRE, kita bolehlah membersihkan muka dengan Awakening Snow Wash. Truly speaking, bau cleanser ini sangatlah wangi wa cakap lu! Bila sapu pada muka, memang terasa lembut sahaja kulit muka tu. Functionnya dapat mengurangkan garis-garis halus dan membuat kulit kelihatan lebih cerah dan segar. Pakai, jangan tak pakai!

Selepas mencuci muka, kita duduk depan meja solek sambil mengelap muka yang basah. Mula-mula mestilah letak Refining Treatment Toner ni dulu. Kalau boleh, elakkan dari guna tangan anda sebaliknya ambil cotton dan tuang sikit atas cotton kemudian sapu pada keseluruhan wajah untuk penyapuan yang lebih rata.

Selepas itu, manjakan diri anda dengan Cell Moist Whitenor. Moisturizer ni pun wangi jugak. Bila sapu pada kulit muka, terus dia serap masuk. Beberapa minit kemudian anda akan merasakan kulit muka anda yang moist dan sejuk je. Lagi best kalau sapu before tidur, bau wangi dia membuatkan kita tidur lena sangat!

And this one adalah Omega Day Shield dengan SPF 50+. Kata promoter dengan watson, SPF 50+ adalah agak tinggi so baik untuk perlindungan kulit wajah dari cahaya matahari. Untuk Omega Day Shield ini ada dua colour which original(white) dengan skin colour. Tapi saya pilih skin colour sebab dia menyerap lebihan minyak pada wajah dengan lebih berkesan. Ini adalah mesti!

So, for those yang berminat nak cuba product nanowhite ni, bolehlah dapatkan first kit di mana-mana farmasi yang berdekatan. Dalam trial kit tu ada PRE, Cleanser, Omega Day Shield, dengan Moisturizer. Tetapi saya tak jamin kalau berkesan untuk anda yang lain.

So far, sejak 2 minggu guna produk ni, nampaklah sikit perubahan walau tak banyak.Rasanya kulit dan makin putih sikit and parut jerawat dah kurang nampak cela. Minyak di muka pun dah berkurangan. Alhamdulillah, kenalah rajin rajin pakai untuk hasil yang terbaik kan?

Tentang price pula, agak berpatutan. Affordable lah jugak compare dengan mula-mula dulu kalau boleh nak beli jugak SK-II sebab teruja dengan keberkesanan produk tu. Tapi sebab mahal sangat, I choose nanowhite pulak. And, produk yang ditawarkan nanowhite bukan yang di atas sahaja. Ada yang lain-lain lagi cuma yang lain-lain tu tak dibeli so malas nak sebut. So, kalau nak info yang lebih lagi, rajin-rajinlah google eh?

Till here dulu. See you in the next post! :)

Mana satu pilihan hati?

2011-08-09T03:25:00.000+08:00

I was bored and that is why I ended up to post this entry. Assalamualaikum and hello everybody. Mula-mula, nak ucap Selamat Menjalani Ibadah Puasa Ramadhan Al-Mubarak. I know, it's kinda late but still that's fine ergh.

I am a K-Pop lover. I know, who doesn't love K-Pop now days right? Everybody is so into it. I was used to be a fan-maniac of K-Pop. Kiranya, peminat yang tegar gila ala-ala kipas susah mati lah gitu. But lately, I rasa macam dah kurang sikit. Dah tak jadi pengikut kuat sangat. Alhamdulillah walaupun still update dengan berita terbaru about K-Pop. Kalau dulu, semua top songs nak dihafal. Lagu yang baru beberapa jam keluar dekat internet mesti nak download cepat-cepat. Hish, tapi tu semua dulu. Dulu.....

So, what is it now? I was damn bored and just thought about posting something on K-Pop. So today, marilah kita view several idols groups yang sekarang quite meletup dekat Korea Selatan dan seantero dengannya. I google beberapa group and not to forget nak mention which one menjadi pilihan hati in each group, he..he..he..

Sebab dah upload mengikut alphabet, mari kita mula dengan 2PM!

Ho yeah! Everybody loves this boy's group kan kan kan? They got quite a strong image as a beastly idol and they can be masculine with a various of personality too. Now, they are promoting their new song 'Hands Up' which for me is the best song so far from them. So, which one is my choice?

Masa mula-mula kenal 2PM dulu diorang tengah famous dengan lagu Again Again. They caught my eyes with the dance, it was so cool! At first, I was so into Junsu. I don't know, perhaps he's the lead vocal got quite nice voice to be heard with his small eyes. But then, I moved to Junho hohoho. Because he had the best smiley eyes among them! Yes, I love it. And again, I change my selection. I choose Nichkun up till now! Why? Because I was just guessing when Nichkun are getting older, his baby face will remain the same :)

Mari beralih ke calon yang kedua! Sudah 3 kali perform di Malaysia. Gilaan ramai gadis remaja yang sampai pengsan-pengsan bila dapat jumpa diorang *okay, hiperbola sekejap. Siapa lagi kalau bukan BEAST! They'd just done their promotion with new track which is Fiction and now is getting busy with their schedule in Japan.
BEAST is not as beastly as their name. I found out a while ago, their cuteness is more way to lovely! I'd been updating them since their debut with 'Bad Girl'.

Consists of 6 members and my first choice was Gi-Kwang! Among six of them, I think Gi-Kwang is the most handsome and the hottest. I love it when he does back flip he looks cool! With a small face, I do envy him and what on earth guy with small face hahah not cool! But, after all I made my move to Dongwoon the maknae. I still remember when there was a time I looked at Dongwoon I was thought ' Oh, is he a foreigner?' Cause he does look like a foreigner, for me.

Next alphabet B is Big Bang! Not the explosion of Big Bang but Big Bang! I started to know them through 'Lies' and after that I found out that their songs were totally amazing and full of meaning. Me even now can do the rap part of G-Dragon in 'Lies'. Thanks to IU :)

Big Bang is one of the most big influence in Korean. All ladies love them. All ladies are crazy over them. Why? They are truly Big Bang, they are so talented and each song given was never frustrating. Up till now, I'm still on Taeyang's side. First, because he got beautiful smiley eyes. Second because he can dance very well. Third, because I love his solo performance. 'Only Look At Me','Wedding Dress',Where You At' and 'I Need A Girl' were so addictive.

Next, here comes our new rookie boy's group this year. 'We on the block, we gotta rock, we gotta make it hot' introducing you BLOCK B! Just made their debut a not-so-a-while ago with catchy song 'Don't Stop'.

Well, me still don't know each member's name. Only know Zico, Jaehyo, and Poo. So as far for now, I choose Zico. Listen up to this song and do enjoy the part when Zico raps. It is totally awesome!

Lalalala, for those who is still single, here comes your BOYFRIEND! Our rookie too this year just made their debut with a cute song 'BOYFRIEND'. It's been along time to hear such song since last I think it was Shinee with REPLAY, haha. Ok, lets proceed with them.

There's 6 members and what was the heartbreak, 5 of them are younger than me, shit! Hahaha, it is just hard to face that. But, this group has their own specialty. There's a twins! Jo Youngmin and Jo Kwangmin! And for me, the twins are the cutest so far, they got such a bright smile and shining personality. But too bad, they are 3 years younger than me, again shit!

Let us take a break with groups and move to bands. When talk about boy band in Korean, we must mention CN BLUE! Made their debut in early 2010 with hit tracks 'I'm A Loner' and if you can't reminisce, it was the one 'Waetoriya waetoriya daridiridaraduuu' Hahaha, the first moment ever I heard this song, I know I'm gonna love them! Who knows? They did great with a band. Don't have to dance and just show off the skills with musical instruments.

Because I love each of their songs every time they made the comeback, and they are just too talented with instrument, I am hardly to choose which one I adore a lot. Suka empat-empat jugak! Yonghwa the vocalist, Jonghyun the guitarist, Jongshin the bass and Minhyuk the drummer.

Along with their company mate is FT Island. They are under the same company but FT Island made their own debut first. But at first, I never heard a bout FT Island and getting to know them after listening 'I Hope'. It was a great song though!

FT Island gain more attention in Japan compare to the other countries. I guessed Japan can accept their kind of masterpiece more. I had one inside my mind since I had known them. The leader and guitarist Jonghun. He looks the most handsome when playing guitar. But wait! I miss Hongki's orange hair ;p

Group yang debut pada 2010 dengan lagu 'Come Back Again' introducing our INFINITE! I must said, they are on my top list. I don't know what the heck people look on them and they can't even get the first place, I mean NEVER! Why I said this. Okay first, they got the look! Second, they can sing! Third, they are truly great in dancing and forth, they have the sense of humor. Open your eyes, look at them carefully. They must be a strong competitor!

So far, I love 'Nothing's Over'. It was a catchy song with smooth melody and you just feel want to dance when you listen to it. Even my sister truly loves Infinite. They are awesome, great, talented and what else? Check out their scorpion dance, they did it by themselves without helps from props like others thought. I can't say which one I do favor a lot, I love all of them :)

Scroll scroll scroll. Siapa yang tak kenal Rain? Or Bi? Sila korek hidung anda! But, I'm not talking about Rain this time but his 'baby'. Not baby which is bay for real but his 'baby' boy's group siapa lagi kalau bukan MBLAQ! Frankly speaking, I had a hard time to pronounce their group's name at first. Gaining much attention during their first debut with 'Oh Yeah' sebab bos diorang adalah Rain.

One more thing, their debut was very anticipated by people because one of the members used to act as 'Young Rain' in Ninja Assassin. He is Lee Joon. But, at that time, he had a bald head and some people hardly to recognize him when they made their debut. Known also as 'honey abs' for having a perfect 'abs show' in their MV 'Oh Yeah'. But, I love Lee Joon because of his dorky-ness. He acts first before think. He talks what he wants and think about it later. Truly a dork! Hahaha.

Now, let's shining our day and night with SHINee! This shining boy's group made their debut on 2008 with 'Replay' which gain much attention because of the lyrics of the song. They introduced the 'colouful skinny jeans' fashion at that time and people started to wear it since that. They had a huge wave of girl's fans all over the world. There was a time they were like a phenomenon. Their songs are never disappointed the fans. All together with their dances.

Now, been active in Japan for their Japanese album. Member-member semua sangatlah cool and the best okay. Kalau tak percaya, silalah menontonkan diri dengan 'SHINee Hello Baby'. Sumpah, anda semua akan ter'amused' dengan mereka, tak tipu. And for me, I choose MinHo. Not because he's the tallest, nor the most handsome or because he is the charming rapper but his longing to win in each competition he been to. Sangat kacak kan? ;p

Remaja Teratas of the truth name is TEEN TOP. Debut pada 2010 dengan track hit 'Clap' dengan dance goyang-goyang kepala, aww so fascinating. They'd been gaining a lot of attention because of their age. They are so young weh! Sumpah tak tipu. The eldest one is about just the same age as me and the youngest one was born in 1995. Fewwww, berpeluh-peluh gua nak menerima hakikat masa tu, lol. So, don't judge the book by it's cover lah gitu.

Their second song for was the greatest one 'Supa Love'. Hehehe, just love the robotic moves so cool! Mereka-mereka ini memang ada gene muka yang melampau-lampau cute nya hardly to resist. I adore Chunji the most! He had an angelic voice, and and and cute semestinya ;p

Ubiquitous Korean International Super Star! Hah! Heard it before? Yes, it's our U-KISS! Been idle for a while, I miss them. For some reasons, I love the old U-Kiss more when Alexander and KiBum were still part of them. It did feel alive when they were around. The talkative Alexander and the hottie KiBum. When they first debut, memang tak sangatlah mengenali. Mungkin sebab imej kebudak budakan yang dibawa dengan rambut ala-ala ghetto, seluar besar, baju besar, rantai besi besar! But, after Man Man Ha Ni, they really did it! People started to look at them and they gained a lot of female's fans since that.

If you want to know them better, try to watch U-Kiss vampire. You are so gonna love that show if you are the fan of them. I can't say anything since Alexander left because I adore him the most, but now I am eye-ing on Dongho. Love his character in My Black Mini Dress. Yes yes, bad boy! :)

And today, our last nominees, introducing you ZE:A(Children Of Empire). They made their debut with 'Mazeltov' which up till now I never get to know what the heck is the meaning of that freaking word. But, still enjoyed the song because they mentioned all days in a week, haha what a cute song! Consists of 9 members, yes SNSD male's version haha. I had watched them for like thousand times and I think they have uniformly moves every time they are dancing.

Among them, I love to watch Siwan. When look at him, he reminds me of Sulli, I think he has a Sulli face a bit. Because I am Sulli's fan hahaha. Okay sesat. Not to forget, I adore funny man too. That is why I adore Kwanghee too. Hello Kwanghee! :)

Till here peeps. I had a long entry for today. Perhaps, we can talk about girl's group pulak nanti kan?

I need to do something !

2011-08-03T00:09:00.000+08:00

Poket kering.
Purse sudah kehabisan duit.
Kat ATM baru seminggu guna.
Mintak duit, segan.

Tapi tapi, kalau tak buat sekarang, bila lagi?

Sekarang ni sumpah dalam dilema. Whaddup?
I'm thinking about my skin right now.
Kulit muka yang sudah lama tak diberi perhatian.

Sejak pakai SIMPLE dulu, habis muka aku terbakar. Damn it you SIMPLE!
Dari tak ada pore, terus terbukak segala lubang.
Dari tak ada blackspot, terus ada.
Dari flaw pipi, terus scary pipi.
Sekarang satu muka menanggung natijahnya.

Yes, I admit. Since that, I never gave much attention to this matter.
Asal boleh pakai, semua nak dipakai.
Tiap-tiap bulan tukar cleanser.
Pakai toner bila ada mood. Pakai cream bila tengah rajin. Pakai mask bila terlebih excited.
Result? Sangat teruk!

Always end up with baaaddddd
Padan muka kau Nadzirah!
Ma selalu offer itu ini. Cousin duk sibuk cerita itu ini. Mak cik pot pet pot pet cakap itu ini.
Hampehh, satu apa pun aku buat macam habuk.
Padan muka lagi Nadzirah!

Sekarang barulah macam nak menyesal.
Sekarang barulah nak menangis.
Sekarang barulah nak merengek,merungut bagai!

So, kesimpulannya pergilah farmasi cepat-cepat! Sekarang tengah promotion kalau betul-betul kau tak ada duit.

But, which one? Sumpah aku buntu T_T

Awesome!!!

2011-08-01T07:43:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum. First day of Ramadhan. Salam Ramadhan Al-Mubarak. Alhamdulillah, masih diberi peluang untuk bernafas pada Ramadhan kali ini, masih diberi kesempatan untuk membersihkan jiwa dah hati dengan izinNya. InsyaAllah, mintalah apa jua, terjamin tiada godaan dan gangguan syaitan durjana.

Hari pertama Ramadhan mestilah nak mula dengan baik. Rasa hati sahaja, tapi mata masih berat. Macam mana nak beribadah kalau fikir nak rehat je. Wake up Nadzirah! Don't waste these precious times!

But, I'm not gonna tell you about today. The day has just begin kan? Yesterday was an awesome day for me! We back to hometown as usual :) Sampai sampai sana, disambut si kecil molek Farid. Oh, ada bau lah. *Sniff sniff. GREAT! Mak ngah cooked for us Nasi Ayam! I'd been craving that food for a long long time ago. Ceh, macam lama tak makan kan? I don't care! I love Nasi Ayam! I love to eat delicious food! Nasi Ayam is so attempting lah!

Ok, done. Nasi Ayam selamat mendarat di perut. So freaking delicious! Nasib baik sekarang tengah control makan, kalau tak dah berbalun pinggan I sumbat okay! What else? Jenguk dapur lagi. Oh, watcha they doing?

Mak Ngah was making something. Kak Elin too. The kitchen was too crowded, kids were everywhere! I smelled something like a sour, like a yeast. Yes, I was right. Mak Ngah was making a dough for doughnut! Oh, Great! Rindu nya nak makan that doughnut. Lama sungguh hamba tidak bersantap dengan hidangan itu. SUMPAH TERUJA! Then, Kak Elin asked me to help her. Mari sini mari sini Nadzirah, tolong Kak Elin buat cookies. Eheh, raya ke apa ni? Puasa pun belum kunjung tiba lagi :D

Oh, no no no. We made this not for raya. We just wanna try it out for raya soon. Kalau jadi, boleh lah menjalankan projek pecah dapur time raya nanti kan? Hehehe. Nasib baik sudah ada pengalaman membancuh adunan itu tau, tak susah pun kan Kak Elin. Sayang betul Kak Elin dengan Abang Ajin, ye lah permintaan suamilah katakan. Hahaha, sampai terhangus hangus tau kita bakar. Oh, takpe! Never give up!

Luar rumah pulak, Mak Lang was making rendang! I miss that rendang gila gila gaban! The aroma just made my day! Lagi lagi rendang Mak Lang memang super delicious! Rasa heaven gila semalam. Banyak rezeki setiap kali balik kampung. Hmmppp, dah tu tak reti reti nak ucap Alhamdulillah ke Nadzirah? Eh, reti reti. Alhamdulillah :)

So, I made a conclusion. Yesterday was like the last day of Ramadhan. Oh no, Ramadhan has just begin. I think, it's my family. Everyday, was filled with cherish only with them. I don't know how much to describe it but I love them more than anything in this world.

As many words as said, great day with a great people!

I was smiling on Saturday :)

2011-07-25T00:04:00.000+08:00

It was a hectic Saturday but I was smiling all day :) Had a date with beloved Ain, I miss her! It would be fun if Farha was there too! Sangatlah malas nak drive jauh jauh and luckily Ain suggested for Mines, terus I cakap ok. So, we watched Harry Potter the last ever! GREAT gila lah kan, that story is truly awesome but yang tak berapa nak awesome kenapa mesti banyak sangat scene SNAKE tu lah gggggrrrrrr. Nasib baik Ain dekat sebelah, nasib baik peluk Ain je, kalau tak??!! Dah lah, tak mahu replay lagi that movie. I'm scared to death!

We decided to do a selca but dah lama tak buat dah tak reti lagi. Gambar tak lawa, maklumlah handphone murah je. Tak terdaya nak angkut DSLR ayah, buat seksa diri!

Nanti kita jumpa lagi eh?

I arrived at home at almost 4.30 pm. Rushed for a change sebab nak drive to airport pulak cause ayah balikkkk!!!!

And you know? Dress yang I pakai tu baru beli masa jumpa Ain that morning. Hahaha, dress yang lain semua baru nak basuh so I rushed je sarung that one. Nasib baik beli tau :)

Lastly, ayah loves to spoil us with lovable chocolate. Sayang ayah!!!

Haha, I know this is boreddddddd kan kan kan? But, I was smiling all the day! Bye :)

I got a blank mind always :D

2011-07-22T10:48:00.000+08:00

Tak tahulah nak merapu apa lagi dekat sini. I'm just bored. Thought of giving a visit here. As yeah, I'd plan to meet Ain tomorrow!!! OH YES! Of course I am totally and fully excited. It's almost a year kan? The very last time I met her was last year during Hari Raya when Afiq invited me for his openhouse. Yeah, it's been a long time kan? I request for Farha too, but she can't. Alahai, baru je mimpi mimpi nak gather kita bertiga again. Kita kan The Three Musketeer dulu dulu, hohoho. NVM, maybe next time kan?

And, I just heard ayah mungkin balik tomorrow. But not sure yet. He just stated yang flight esok still from Kuala Belait to Miri to KLIA. Sounds like malam baru sampai. Ma dah remind me kalau lambat sangat balik or ayah yang sampai awal, she will ask ayah to take a cab. Hahaha, ma is so funny! Takkan lah sampai hati I ni nak suruh ayah naik cab sedangkan I ni boleh jemput dia. I said, 'Don't worry ma. Malam sekalipun, biar kita je jemput as usual.' Haih, ma ni macam tak tahu pulak. Dulu dulu time abang tak ada, I lah yang tukang hantar tukang jemput ayah dekat airport tu. Yes, I am happy everytime buat tu untuk ayah. My favourite past time. Heee, I love you ayah!

So perhaps tomorrow gonna be another hectic day. Berfoya foya dulu dengan Ain on the day. Planned to watch HP kot. Haaaaa, IDC. Yang penting dapat jumpa Ain. What else? Yeah thought of buying me a new maxi dress. I ni bukan jenis yang suka pakai kain kalau keluar rumah. I mean like long skirt pun tak reti nak pakai even sarung je. Baju kurung tu pun baru je belajar belajar nak rajin pakai time matrik dulu. Yelah 5 days a week lah katakan kena pakai, ikut government sayang :D Heee, kalau tak memang time sekolah je lah nak nampak pakai baju kurung ni. Keluar jalan, skinny je memanjang sarung walaupun kaki tak berapa nak skinny kan, macam kaki gajah! Hahaha! So, the best way is Maxi dress. Sarung je, dah siap!

Sekarang ni, kenalah belajar belajar jadi feminim sikit. Up till know, I don't wear make up like others. I don't know, kadang kadang pakai make up, muka macam plastik je pun ada jugak. Hahaha, no offense ok. This one just for myself. Ayah and ma pun tak pernah ajar pakai or beli that thingy, selain membazir duit buat muka rosak pun buat apa. Kadang kadang I just thought, the only day I'm gonna wear make up mungkin masa kahwin laaa kottt. Itupun kena bagi warning awal awal jangan lah nak berinci sangat.

Rasa sangat kewanitaan pun rasanya masa pakai heels, angkut handbag done! Hahaha, biarlah orang nak cakap apa.Yang penting selesa sudah :) Ok, see. I dah mula crap. Erm, tomorrow sambung update !

It's a gift :)

2011-07-18T09:18:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah, result IPTA pun dah keluar last Friday. I didn't give that much expectation for the first choice. Susah gila babeng ok nak dapat Dentistry. Ok, to be frank, sedih sangat sebab tak dapat dentistry. I was like 'Ya Allah, kenapalah aku ni bodoh sangat masa dekat Matrik dulu banyak main je dari belajar' Frust juga tapi tak lah menonggeng kan? Haha, even pharmacist dalam 3rd and 4th choice pun tak dapat. And sekali lagi 'Ya Allah, memang ini balasan insan macam aku' Insan yang macam mana? Insan yang sangat tak komited masa belajar, banyak ber enjoy even exam lagi sesaat nak mula, lebih kurang lah. Tapi, bila second time blink mata and tengok.......

Anda telah berjaya ditawarkan program pengajian seperti berikut:

Nama pengajian:Bacelor Sains (Kepujian) Major Kimia Petroleum

IPTA:Universiti Putra Malaysia (UPM)

'Ya Allah, bersyukur aku atas limpah kurnia rezeki Engkau Ya Allah' Sumpah, saya bersyukur sangat. Bila saya inform ma, she asked 'Boleh ke nak bawak course tu?' I cakap 'Ma, kalau rasa tak boleh, it won't be on my list' Sambil senyum senyum bagitau. Bila cakap dekat gang gang pula, mostly cakap 'Gempaknya course kau'. Yeah, jujur jujur nya, bila dengar pun saya gerun, tak segerun macam bila fikir kalau dapat Medic. I asked myself balik 'Boleh ke ni?' InsyaAllah, mesti boleh punya!

That night, coincidently ayah call. I told him bla bla bla and I knew just from his voice. He was happy for me. Ayah lebih makan garam dulu, ayah pun kerja most berkaitan bidang ni juga, ayah cakap 'Baguslah, nanti boleh kerja offshore' Ayah gelak, ma cakap Ayah happy lah tuu. Hehehe, actually sebelum ni ayah pernah cakap, kalau dapat UPM senanglah. Ayah tak kisah kalau Cia nak ulang-alik rumah hari-hari. Wahhh, suka je I dengar ayat tuuu :D Plus, berapa minitlah sangat UPM dengan rumah kan? Haha, berlagak gila.

Hehehe, tapi yang penting saya gembira dengan keputusan ni. Bukan setakat saya, semua orang pun sama. Pergi mana-mana pun, belajar tetap sama, cuma nak tak nak kita je kan? BTW, tahniah juga buat semua yang turut ditempatkan di IPTA :) Qila yang dapat Medic di UM, Zue yang sama di UPM, Krunz Admin Sc di UiTM, and semua semua nya lah! Dah besar rupanya kita ni kan :')

Puaskan nafsu :)

2011-06-28T23:41:00.000+08:00

Semalam, I was craving like hell. Craving apa? Craving egg tart je kot. Hahaha, dah lama tak makan egg tart. Lagipun memang tak pandai buat pun kan ;p Semalam, to full fill this craving, saya tekad singgah Baker's Cottage to get that little munchkin! Heeeee, I just love their egg tart that soooo freaking yummy!! I bought two, haha even the size would result to cover the whole my face hahaha. That's what we call 'sudah gila craving tahap pathetic'

Can u see my eye? Shining not because I makan carrot but excited having that little creature on my hand!

I'm looking forward to make an egg tart on my own. Still searching for the best recipe.

First attempt

2011-06-23T21:30:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum. Jarang gila guna perkataan ni every time ada post baru. Jahil gila aku.

So again, today wants to tell something new I'd done.

I BAKED! Hahahaha :D

I'd been nagging to mum how 'desperately' I was to bake a cake. Unfortunately, we don't have any oven at home. Gila sadis kan? Oh eh ya, wait. We have it lah! Tapi, tak tahu berapa lama dah oven tu, rasa rasa macam sama umur I je kottt. Tak pun, hadiah wedding ma and ayah dulu dulu,hehehe. I called it 'Glass Oven' sebab that oven tak macam oven yang sekarang jual kat kedai Sen Heng tau. That oven memang gelas and we can see through it. But since dah berabad tak pakai, tak dapatlah nak bake kek dalam oven.

To satisfy my craving, I searched the cake's recipe and found 'Kek Kukus Moist' which means, tak payah guna oven! Nasib baiklah periuk kukus pun memang selalu guna (means adalah tu). So, I told ma bla bla bla bla and ma gave me some bucks to buy the ingredients. Seriously, inilah the very first time I shopping bahan nak buat kek ALONE! Sumpah macam hape je! Tapi control macam tahu segala eheheheh ;p

So, dah beli barang, balik rumah and start to bake! (Sampai lupa niat nak makan McD tadi)

Firstly, the ingredients! Heeee, ini bukan nak ajar anda semua masak tau.Just nak share betapa excited nya I nak baking cake on my own for the very first time ni! Plus, masa ni seorang diri dekat rumah,takde siapa siapa pun nak hulurkan bantuan. Punyalah tekad jadi handyman sekejap nak buka mixer sebab dah berkarak-karak dalam tu kena basuh segala.

Semua barang ni brand new one tau. Nampak sangat jakun gila nak baking cake! Heee, first attempt lah katakan :)

And lagiiii :)

Lagi :)

See at the back? Laptop kena letak sekali sebab resipi pun dari internet.Tak kuasa aku nak salin semua, just scroll down okayyy :)

Okay, puas dah hehehe

Oh, bila masak seorang diri ni kenalah ada muzik kan? So, speaker and phone kena set up sekali! Now playing: Hands Up - 2PM!!!!!

Dan tidak dilupakan, resipi! Takde ni, memang tak jalan lah kerja kan kan kan?

Tepung dah ayak, lepus tu apa lagi eh?

Lepas tu, adunan pun terus siap. Heeee :)

So, this is the adunan untuk Kek Kukus Moist hari ini! Sebab moist, so kenalah dilute sikit :)

Into the pan

And ready to bake!

Erm, lepas tu apa lagi? Clean up the mess!

Semua semua kena kemas!

Eh, tak kemas lagi? Kemasssss!

Dup-dap-dup-dap tunggu cake tu masak

Sambil kemas, dengar lagu lagi. Now playing: Kim Hyun Joong - Break Down!

Okayy, dah kemasss!

Hang on for second. Cake is ready!!!

Tadaaa!!!! Eh, gelap lah. Tak jadi nak surprise. Wait, we do it again

TADAAAA!!!!!! Erghhh, ada crack T_T Heeeee, nevermind, first attempt kan namanya?

So, we covered it with ganache!

Ganache on top!

Shining ganache!

YUMMY!!!

Bila nak potong niiii! Heeee, last last jari sendiri terpotong

B.L.O.O.D

Terkena can susu, tu lah main sauk je kan. Jangan risau, cake dijamin selamat,bersih dan halal :)

This is after dikeluarkan dari fridge

Tak sangka dalam dia sebenarnya nampak smooth bila dah potong :)

And mama's comment : Delicious ever!

So, that's the story of my first attempt baking a cake! And right now I'm thinking what should I bake for the next 'project' :)

It's a MUST!

2011-06-12T23:41:00.000+08:00

Hello everybody! Guess what? Guess it guess it.....

Okay, certainly tak boleh nak guess kan? Tiba-tiba suruh guess guess ni what the fuss kan?

Haha, it was nothing at first. Sebenarnya tadi I was stalking on someone's blog. It's an awesome blog! Whilst read the posts, I just thought of deleting all my previous post and start a brand new one. Kiranya macam delete the whole blog thingy but still remains the same url. But after gave some thoughts, rasa macam sayang sangat, sayang gila, sayang lalalalalah nak delete nya. Why? Ok,before this dah banyak kali kot I rasa I buat 'cegitu' (eheh,Usop Wilcha kejap). Banyak kali tak terkira sampai ada satu masa tu I delete all the post for the whole one year. Tak tahu lah kenapa rasa bangang bingung dan bongok sangat melakukan perkara terkutuk itu ;p

So, at last I biarkan sahaja. The main reason kenapa I terfikir nak buat tadi sebab rasa macam dah banyak sangat post yang I publish yang macam banyak sangat isi kandungannya ibarat sampah or dalam English 'trash' ! Too many, tak terkira lah kot. 2nd reason, I only have a tiny group of followers! Haha, follower saya memang lah boleh dibilang dengan jari, tak nak bilang pun tak apa, dekat box follower pun ada angka berkenaan. Sadis, pathetic and errr apa lagi eh? Ok, STOP. Back to the main topic :)

It's a MUST? Apa yang MUST sangat tu? Kenapa MUST tu mesti semua capital letter?

Here's the line. I'd been stayed at home for almost 2 months now. You guess what? (ok,suruh hangpa semua guess lagi) Instead of cakap nak diet, nak exercise and so on, I makin bertambah nya kilogram pada scales timbang badan. Oklah, hari tu masa mula-mula baru balik rumah, adalah turun 2 kg, phewww bangga sekejap.Disebabkan perasaan bangga itulah menyebabkan rasa kembang jadi lah kembang sekarang ni. So,hari-hari timbang, tapi tak pernah risau berat makin naik. Agaknya dah happy tahap gaban sangat dapat balik rumah. Makan sedap, tidur empuk, tv besar memang semua mengundang 'kecelakaan'! Haha, over sangat perbandingan itu.

Sebenarnya hidayah tu dah lama dapat. Cuma tak terbuat.(ceyt! alasan) Nak buat time pagi, bangun lambat memang tak senonoh punya perangai. Petang pulak asyik hujan dengan guruh, mahu mati terkena rencatan elektrik atas treadmill nanti. Takkan nak buat time tengahari pulak kan? Karang ma kata dah buang tebiat. Risau tak sudah pulak nanti kan.

Jadi kali ini tengah determine gila. So mulai esok, kena lah wake up at 6. Haha, memanglah hari-hari bangun pukul 6, lebih tepat lagi lepas Subuh no tidur tidur! Disebabkan berat badan yang sangat kritikal, so hari hari kena lah buat 2 kali. Pagi dan petang. Dalam satu jam pun kira ok lah kan? Bukan itu sahaja, makan pun kena lah control cun sikit sebanyak kan? Sayur sudah semestinyaaaaa, oily food? Erm, bukanlah no langsung, kena lah kurangkan seminimum yang boleh. Lagi apa. Fikir sendiri lah nanti.

Jadi, pada geng geng bas sekolah saya yang nak ajak keluar tu, faham-faham je lah ye kalau saya tak makan langsung tu. Kalau tak makan langsung tu maknanya kenyang dengan apa yang ada, kalau makan sikit-sikit tu maknanya separa lapar je, tapi kalau makan full course tu maknanya LAPAR KAU! :D

Jadi, misi bermula esok!

Target: kurangkan dalam 20 kg

Berat asal ni nanti saya akan reveal lepas dah berjaya ok. Jadi, pandai pandai lah teka sendiri :)

Memang banyak gila nak kurangkan, berat sekarang pun bukan main lagi kan. Bukanlah nak jadi skinny habis, tapi kalau boleh biarlah molek dengan ketinggian yang tak berapa nak tinggi ni.

Hahah, stop merapu. Takut tak terbuat je nanti ;p

Tunggulah dalam beberapa bulan, InsyaAllah at least before masuk U, adalah perubahan kan.

Jadi, inilah gambar I yang paling latest yang ada. Tak adalah latest sangat, gambar yang diambil berminggu lalu sewaktu keluar bersama Nabila tersayang :)

Jadi, badan 'sasa' di atas tu akan menjalani makeover! Nantikan! (ecececeh, macam nak debut album pulak)

The Result is here :)

2011-05-21T00:30:00.000+08:00

I might be late to post this but still want to proceed. It was officially on 18th of May 2011, the result of my PSPM 2 'popped' out. Haha. Frankly, I was scared to death. I didn't expect more than my first semester result. I did bad too for the second semester. I already gave up after Maths paper I guessed. But I was quite confident with Bio and Chem, still I was all worried. Every time ma asked me, all I could say 'I don't know! I give up!' Lol. What I was supposed to say, it was enough for me to endure how difficult it was after 'met' Maths. I hate that moment T_T. I thought I was gonna love Maths forever but after that.....I don't think so. The relatives said I will get the good one. Everybody said so, haha it made the worst. My dream of becoming dentist, was vanishing slowly, I gave up with everything hobaaaa!

I envied some of my friends who did well in their first Sem. Which I done bad, way too badly. Well I always told myself that was paid for my effort which not too much! Yes, I must admit I'm not the type that study well. I played around too much. I love to doing something not vital instead of studying. I was too happy I guessed.

For 2nd Semester, I putted ma and ayah in the first place. I need to do well for them. At least get a better point. They have quite high expectation on me I guessed. I choose this path, I need to clear this things up.

But, to be frank, I still with the old attitude. I played around too much. Believe me, I'm not lying I'd better cut off my tongue if I do. In 24 hours, I spent about a few minutes in front book during study week, and rest TIDURRR!

So stop merepek, this what I got for the whole Sem 2:

*click to enlarge :)

PNGS 1 for the 1st Semester

PNGS 2 for the 2nd Semester

PNGK is the average of the whole year.

Alhamdulillah, praise be to Allah.

I could never get this great result without Him help me out

Ma and ayah, my best supporter

Siblings, great entertainer :)

Friends, extraordinary people

Next?

I'm hoping dentistry

Just hoping and praying for that now.

InsyaAllah.

Maybe, Ayah's next stuff

2011-05-15T00:22:00.000+08:00

Today, we were having a sneak peek on new car at Honda and Mazda showroom. Ayah was eagerly to go to the new Honda showroom just a few meters from our house. When you are going down the hill, you will see a Caltex Gas Station and next to it is the showroom. Ok, we are not really buying it but I could feel ayah got this feeling of want to have a new car. Haha, since I already have a license, SAME GOES TO ME! Ayah want to see how the real 'feeling' of Honda Freed. Ok, he's been having the picture of Freed as his PC wallpaper for past few weeks, my ayah is super cute! Maybe he just want to see how was the real do. Ok, to be frank, the shape and size is super duper cute, I love how compact the size is, but I hate the seats. I mean the seat's size, and also inside it. It's quite smaller compared to Serena since we've been using it now. That is why I told ayah 'Small, kalau Nazmi naik he needs to lipat kaki as he can so pity him but it's cute though'

So, in picture, this is how Freed does look. It's cute and adorable even ma said to me 'Even kalau Cia yang bawak, nampak cute!' Hahaha, ma is so funny. So, Freed is out of my list! Oh one more thing, the storage is small, I mean I love the wide one!

So move on, we took a look on new brand Jazz, Stream and Accord. Oh, Accord once was ayah's dream but not anymore kot. He said too luxurious, he doesn't like that kind of theme. So, we peeked on Civic. Ok, I love this one. Why? Because ayah and ma love it too! Why? Ok, it is quite spacious, it has short front figure and it looks sporty.It'd been driving Serena and MyVi all this time, so mum said may not be a problem for me if I can drive it cause they are quite similar to each other. Ok, ayah been thinking on this car till right now! We need to discuss more!

Might not as luxurious as Accord or Mercedes but still loving it :) Ayah said early want to exchange the car with MyVi but ma refused,she said me and abang love to drive all the way crazily so MyVi is needed for driver like us. So she quite worry if we will do the same thing if ayah take Civic. Then ayah said, 'InsyaAllah ada rezeki ayah tambah Civic' Means MyVi is SAFE!

After rolling around Honda showroom, ayah took us to Mazda showroom. He'd been wanting to see Mazda 5. I love the design of outer appearance. But not inside, still got small storage which means Serena still the winner. Now, I can't describe how much I love Serena. The seats are quite ok but still couldn't catch my eyes.

So here is Mazda 5. At one sight it looks quite similar to Estima but Estima is much bigger. But still, Alphard is the biggest! Hahaha. Ok, reject.

And this is Mazda 3. We also saw it at the showroom. Looks similar to new Peugeot model I can't reminisce which model. It's spacious and has great appearance but not suit for our whole family,haha.

Since we mentioned too many 'Kitorang sayang SERENA!' at ayah, he said 'Ok, Serena ayah simpan. Memang SAYANG!' Hahah, yeah sayang sangat Serena, it means a lot to us, that Serena is part of our family, can't afford to lose it. Maybe still fond with it. Take time, soon we will separate but not now. Depend on ayah, waiting for abang to come home then we will discuss more. Till here!

They, whom I missed

2011-05-08T00:01:00.000+08:00

Time and places do separate us apart but not our heart. I miss you guys so much! I can't even describe it here how much worth it. I spent most of my time with nobody recently. Ayah and ma got work to do, abang been busy playing games all by himself inside his bedroom, and I'm not quite get well with my sister cause of our distant age difference and since she need to focus more on study. I all alone I guess! So, I spent almost the whole time in front of television, PC or my so-called-ahjussi laptop. I was too bored I guess and I even can talk to myself very precisely and mumbling all the logical things! So, during that pathetic time of mine, I do reminisce about them who I called 'FRIENDS'. I still have them but yes to meet that easy, sometimes it is impossible. I wish I will meet all of you at the same time soon! I'm looking forward to it.

Next, this on is not a people's talk about this blog. I'm on my ground right now, stepping on it. My blog is not that popular which I guess to achieve even a person to read it surely quite hard. It is gloomy here and the air just change to plain mood when you start to read it, BORED! Well, I don't give any attention to it. I only follow my intuition, sometimes I'll follow but sometimes I'll argue with it. Having a peek on others blog, I am truly amazed with them, always directly change the gloomy mood to more cheer and fun! It is a bliss to read it. Somehow, it kind of motivates me on how to work much better but I guess it is only me who not well-prepared yet.

I guess till here~

Weekend

2011-04-26T02:38:00.000+08:00

I'm having a lot of free time right now so just having a visit to my blog. It's been a long time right. Gladly, I announced you I'M HOME! Haha, it is almost a week ago but just thought of telling you right now since I know many of you aware with it. That Sunday, I went to Muar visited my tall not-so-little brother. It's been a long time since last saw him. Great, I miss that genius kid. He was ranking on 23rd place in his school for first test which he dropped all the way from 4th place. Awarded as the best student in LK. However the funny thing is, he got A grade in 9 subjects but D in Technology and I was laughing like my teeth will loose out. I asked him was it too hard for you? He replied 'No, it just that I didn't study that much for that subject busying on taking care other problems. So, that is how it ended' Haha, adik NVM. We are not always on top. Since it was a mistake I mean your mistake so you should learn from that. Wake up,your midterm is catching up on you.

Next, on the same day I was also embarrassed by the teacher. After the PIBG meeting, they were having a lucky draw and for the sixth present , IT WAS OUR NUMBER. My dad heard it and right away mum pull me asked to get it for them. I was surprised and since before it was PIBG meeting which familiar with IBU dan BAPA words, here we go, the MC said 'Ya puan, silakan' I looked back at mum and ayah said 'They called me PUAN!' I think I was die of crying for a while at that time. Speechless. Erghhh, I hate it.

We back home in the evening. I was slept in the car. Poor ayah need to drive all the way the whole day. I woke when we already in Bangi's area. Ayah saw we woke up and said 'Kita dah sampai Kuala Pilah' I was 'No,we're not!We are in Kajang!Not Pilah.I'm so delightful!' Ok,maybe it was too exaggerated but somehow it kind of similar to that feeling. I was so happy because usually on Sunday after went to Muar ayah will sent me back to Pilah but not anymore now. How cool is that! TOTALLY COOL! :)

Heeee, what else? Oh yeah, my abang is going home in this Thursday. Another GREAT, I miss that big belly guy! One more GREAT, his 21st birthday is on Friday! Yeah we are going to celebrate it! Even the Royal Wedding is on the same day but my abang is more important and precious :) Nazmi also will be home on Friday so this weekend we will spend the time together again! As the 6 of us. What makes it more precious and memorable, Kak Ana my dearer cousin are getting engaged on this Sunday! It's gonna be another great and hectic weekend everybody! I'm too excited to describe it.

Well,up till now. See you in the next post:)

Final Goodbye!

2011-03-27T09:26:00.000+08:00

Oh yes! Not a final goodbye yet. Just want to drop, I'm leaving every inch of all my social network for about 3 weeks starting today. Final exam is just the next door and as to grab a better result, I shall focus more on my study. I need to gain more pointer from my previous one even ayah said it just fine if I can get same result as last time. But, I'll try harder and my best to achieve more. Since the matriculation's certificate can't be used in anywhere so I'm going to try my best what can matriculation makes you into. To get in my first choice university, I'm trying even more harder here to make it possible. The road may not seem that easy but why don't we take it as a journey and make this life even more interesting. I'm not that motivated person even it took me a lot of time to gain my confidence back but as I try to look at it, I see it can change me to be a better person. It prepares me for my better future. I'm looking forward for this exam so that I can see how far I can do it this time. Wish me luck guys, and to my buddies GOOD LUCK IN YOUR EXAMINATION AND LETS MEET AFTER IT'S END!

Take care Azza!! :)

2011-03-13T13:08:00.000+08:00

Having a good time with Azza yesterday, oh great it's been a long time and I missed her a lot! She's getting way more cuter than before!! Heeeee. Take care Azza in Mesir. Wish you best of luck in your examination hoping to hear some goods from you soon! Lots of hugs and kisses

p/s: Aqilah, mana kau?Be jealous kau tak de dalam gambar ;p

Gonna miss you

2011-03-05T17:51:00.000+08:00

Sejak kecil lagi mak long yang jaga. Dari sekecil-kecil badan sampai lah dah besar kami semua. Hari-hari pergi rumah mak long duduk dekat rumah mak long sampai lah petang ayah dengan ma datang ambil. Dah jadi rapat sangat dengan mak long sebab mak long yang jaga kitorang semua sampai panggilan 'mak' dah melekat pada mak long.

Cia ingat lagi, masa kecil dulu, mak long mesti goreng ikan kembung untuk Cia. Lepas tu mak long gaulkan dengan nasi kuahkan kicap. Makanan yang 'simple' macam tu pun Cia tak kisah mak long bagi hari-hari makan. Bila makanan dah sedia, mak long panggil Cia dengan Nazmi, lepas tu mak long suap kitorang berdua. Masa tu fikiran budak-budak, memang nikmat sangat.

Cia ingat lagi, ada ada hari, mak long pegang cili dalam plastik. Mak long cakap, kalau kitorang buat nakal atau cakap benda yang bukan bukan, mak long nak cili mulut kitorang. Bila dengar je, kitorang jadi takut. Mak long memang tahu macam mana nak disiplinkan kitorang.

Cia ingat lagi, masa umur Cia 5 tahun, Cia masih hisap botol susu Nazmi. Kalau Cia tidur dekat rumah nenek, bila ma panggil mak long, mesti mak long datang rumah nenek, mak long ambil botol susu tu lepas tu mak long sorok. Bila Cia dah nak nangis, mak long tepuk Cia bagi Cia tidur.

Bila Cia dah makin besar, Cia dah tak panggil mak long 'mak' lagi. Cia tak cakap kenapa tapi sebenarnya Cia dah malu nak guna panggilan tu lagi. Bila dah naik tahap 2, Cia dah jarang duduk rumah mak long, mak long jaga Sabrina je masa tu.Bila dah sekolah menengah, lagilah Cia jarang duduk rumah mak long, sebabnya rasa macam dah besar, so rasa membebankan je mak long pula yang nak kena jaga.

Tapi, setiap kali pergi rumah mak long, ada je benda yang nak borak. Kalau borak dengan mak long, ada je benda yang kelakar. Lepas tu, kita gelak sama sama. Bila dengan mak long, rasa macam semua benda nak cerita. Mak long dengar je cerita Cia, walaupun kadang kadang cerita tu macam merapu.

Bila lama tak nampak Cia, mak long mesti tanya kenapa dah lama tak jengah rumah mak long. Kadang kadang rasa kesal juga, hari hari datang tapi tak masuk pun. Bila ada masa lapang je baru Cia betul betul duduk bercerita dengan mak long.

Sepanjang masa tu, mak long ceria je. Mak long sabar, tak banyak cakap.Mak long memang cool. Mak long nampak sihat, tak pernah nampak lemah.

Bila hari tu mak long sakit, Cia nak cepat-cepat tengok mak long. Tapi bila pergi hospital tengok mak long ceria dan sihat, Cia pun rasa lega. Maknanya, tak ada apa pun nak dibimbangkan. Penyakit mak long pun bukan yang jenis kritikal. Bila mak long kena tukar hospital, Cia pergi ikut sekali nak bagi sokongan sebab mak long cakap, mak long takut tinggal sorang-sorang. Tapi mak long nampak kuat. Masa tu mak long rasa sakit sangat, tapi mak long tak mengadu pun. Mak long tahan je sebab tak nak kitorang risau.

Dan,kalau Cia tahu itu kali terakhir Cia jumpa mak long, sebelum balik tu Cia nak peluk mak long kuat kuat, Cia nak cium mak long banyak banyak. Tapi, Cia tak tahu.Cia tak tahu.

Bila sekali lagi Cia balik, Cia tak sempat nak jumpa mak long sebab mak long pergi berubat. Bila mak cakap mak long kena masuk wad lagi, Cia dah rasa tak sedap hati. Cia rasa penyakit mak long tak serius mana, mak long kan dah buat rawatan, Cia ingat dah tak ada masalah lagi. Tapi mak cakap, mak long sakit sangat sampai tak tahan.

Semalam Cia balik. Cia ingat, balik Kajang kali ni balik macam biasa, rupanya ada sebab. Pagi tadi masa tengok muka mak long, bersih sangat. Mak long nampak bersih, putih. Muka mak long lain dari yang selalu. Masa tu, cakap apa pun dah tak guna. Apa je kami mampu buat. Mak long nampak tenang, sangat tenang.

Sekarang mak long dah tak ada.Cia rasa ada sudut yang kosong.

Al-Fatihah.

2011-02-26T02:14:00.000+08:00

I hate to start a new post. Before, I got a lot to say but as I started to write its all gone.Hmmpphh, another sigh.

Well, I'm at home now. Be here till Sunday. It's way much better to be here! But I can still sense the smell of my dorm, oh great! It was a hectic week like SUPERHECTIC I'M GONNA DIE! There were a lot of things need to be done. Our sketch, quizzes, presentation and another bunch of assignments. I'm home now but I didn't bring along any book to revise except Maths cause I love Math that damn much, haha how annoying. As I counted the days, approximately I still got 1 month left before final exam and plus 1 week and half before I step out from the Pilah's area. I'm just hoping it will come soon as possible as fast as a bullet train. My determination is decreasing day by day cause my mind and emotion got disturbance a lot now.

The result of last midsem just came out last week. Frankly speaking, I'm extremely glad with my result even so not as good as the 4 flat's student but it's much enough for me than I expected. The pointer getting higher a little bit than before.Another improvement I guess even so I didn't change at all my study plan. NVM, my parents both are glad and that's the most important for me.

Okay, since it is now 2.12 in the morning, I have kind of blurry mind right now. I keep making a word sounds odd and I better cut that crap now. I shall be back when the sun set its position properly.Ok,cut!

Terengganu

2011-02-06T10:01:00.001+08:00

Again here, we meet again. I completed my holiday in Terengganu. It was my first time been there so I was quite excited. Ok you can say anything about that statement and IDC. Took our flight at 9 am in the morning, I was yawning so much but I couldn't sleep cause was so excited to see Terengganu,haha.

How was the sky in the morning?

We were the first one to arrive while the other arrived at sunset. I was amused to see a lot of mosque at Taman Tamadun Islam. It was a very beautiful scene. Ok, frankly speaking, I don't now what I'm talking about right now, cause I'm lost at words for now, please accept my unexpected apologize.

The next day was Majlis Akad Nikah Along, which took place at Masjid Kristal. It was the most simple Akad Nikah I'd ever seen, cause it took only for a while.

This kiddo is a growing up kids. I'm gonna miss you a lot!

Alhamdulillah. Congratulations Along and Kak Ada

We rushed our flight back to KL after the wedding. I wore baju kurung at airport and for me that was so unbelievable cause I'm not that baju kurung type of person, haha. Arrived in KL at 5.10 pm and I took over dad's place driving back home.

How was the sky in the afternoon?

And this red so-not-little book was my friend during the so-not-long flight.

p/s: Yes, I know the photos are damn little ;p

Infinite break it!

2011-02-04T03:02:00.000+08:00

OMG! Watch this! I think they break the dance, especially during Like A G6 song

Errrr..

2011-02-04T01:02:00.000+08:00

Okay, I don't know if I was mad at that time or being super sarcastic or perhaps a little bit of lunatic.

But, I bought this!

p/s:KJJ birthday? And again?

Where's your attitude

2011-01-31T21:36:00.000+08:00

I have a lot of beneficial things that I need to do instead of blogging.Let me list they all out:

1.Revise on Biology Chapter 6: Gene Technology which Mr Amir are going to shoot us with a lot of questions

2.Complete my Chemistry tutorial together with the mind map on Hydrocarbon that Pn Ruziana asked us to do

3.Start to do new chapter for Math tutorial which is Differential Eqn, so don't need to do at home during CNY

4.A lot of laundry, means the unwashed clothes since Friday. So effin' lazy bum

5.Start to pack for holiday

6.Fold up the shirts

See, it may looks like only 6 'chores' but try to do it in this limited time. You know what I mean. Since I'm going back tomorrow, I postpone to do everything needed to be settle down first. Great!

p/s: Happy Birthday Kak Muni and Durrah

Paradise Ranch !

2011-01-28T17:10:00.000+08:00

Ho yeah, a new drama just here! Title Paradise Ranch and starred by Changmin (TVXQ). And I'm going home soon, I wanna watch it!!

p/s:Happy Belated Birthday Jaejoong :)

I NEKAD!

2011-01-17T00:11:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow, pergi shopping sorang sorang! NEKAD!

Happy New Year!

2011-01-01T02:14:00.000+08:00

Post ni sumpah dull. Why? Memang semua post saya nampak gloomy je kan? Plus plus, right now malas sangat nak upload gambar.

Yes, saya balik juga. Disebabkan rasa panas dalam badan yang membuatkan saya pening pening kambing, saya terpaksa pulang ke rumah untuk mendapatkan perhatian ayah dan ma saya,hahaha. Fine, I caught a fever. Fuhhh, sedikit saja. Tak payah nak exaggerate sangat :p. Ubat pun banyak, tak payah lah cerita. B-O-R-I-N-G.

The best thing is, saya dapat tengok JYJ PERFORM as I'd wished. Weehooo! Gila excited,tengok live lagi pulak tu hahaha even dalam tv je kot. Oh, I don't care. Yang penting diorang awesome! And great, KJJ now back with his black hair. *Melting ;p

But, the-not-so-good-thing, I need to fill up my UPU form and getting confuse on which course shall I choose, together with the English assignment which make me feel want to say out loudly ~~'FRENGLISH!'~~ Hohoho,urghh I just need more time. And yes, suddenly I remember our Biology drama assignment too. ~~GREAT!~~ huh.

In between HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

Whoopp!

2010-12-29T22:52:00.000+08:00

Here we go again. The most next anticipating drama for this becoming new year 'DREAM HIGH'! Oh, just great! I'm not a big fan of TaecYon and Wooyoung of 2PM, Suzy from MissA, Eun Jung from T-Ara and IU but I'm looking forward to watch them to perform in this drama :) The drama will be aired on 3rd January 2011. *Energetic!

But, I'm quite sad that I'm not going back by this week. Seriously I eagerly want to watch JYJ performs on KBS Drama Awards by this 31st December since it will be their first broadcast in Korea since their last time as a part of DBSK couple of years ago. Hahaha, what else I can do, right now study is my first priority. Mum and dad told me to focus more on my study. Yes that is the most vital now. Forget all these craps of entertainment for a while. :)

Extra notes: Yes! I scored ~~Rate of Reaction~~ test!

Aww!!

2010-12-19T01:35:00.001+08:00

"Skipping all the after parties, girl I'm going home with you"

"Excuse me girl I'd been watching all night that's right I like to take this night over"

I'm sure blank

2010-12-18T01:16:00.002+08:00

Sebelum log in, macam macam benda rasanya nak cerita. Tapi bila dah click new post, semua hilang. Huh. Emm, so then just le me mumbling about anything come across my mind now.

Oh, hello everybody :) Miss me? Haha, lie! I know, nobody ever read my post even my blog hahaha, I don't care :) I'm home right now. It's such a beautiful sentence for this week. It's been three weeks last I saw home, hohoho. I hugged and kissed both mum and dad I'd been missing for, straight then I showed them my result, and dad was smiling, mum too and I was double cherish, I love you Ma,Ayah! As usual, when it's been a long time we are not at home, many things tend to change. What a great, abang got new laptop and ma also. It's ASUS, ah! Ayah told me I can have abang's current laptop. Hahaha, thank you ayah. But, having such thing is not necessary for me right now yet but I'm happy ok :) I know, you did that because of my result.I'm glad.

Change to the next topic, shall I share with you what I did along this hectic week? Sunday is gonna be our blok Hari Keceriaan and about 2 days straight, me and Mya (room mate) slept late in the morning to decorate our wing level and our room. Mya did a great job. Sayang, I like the way you decorate the door :) It's so pretty, did I told you?

Next is English project. This is the most annoying part kot,hahaha. Ok lah, malas nak cakap but before, thanks a lot to Ana for completed the presentation for our group and it is me left to edit our poster. Luckily I'm back kan? When I told Wei Jiun I wanna do it at home he was surprised since I haven't done it yet but I told him, 'Haiya, I mahu guna photoshop lah. It's hard to do it here, nothing better with the computer' hoho. Wei Jiun, don't worry boss, we wont make you upset. Aww, suddenly I am reminding of Ivan my super duper odd friend.

Haha, ok proceed err what else? Oh ya, I already got my pin no for UPU. I swear I don't know what shall I choose for the course. I'm pretty sad the course I want in the place I also want is quite not compatible, ggrrrr. I need time to think but ma said there's no time. Ok, I'm in stress now.

Before I end up my entry today, I wanna add something to make up my mood back !

Since I fond on JYJ too much, I kept on singing their songs. Firstly I would loudly sang 'Be My Girl' then followed by 'Ayy Girl' forward to 'Empty' along 'Be The One' change to 'Found You' proceed to 'Get Ready' and lastly 'Long Way'. Err, I think there's more. Ho yeah, I miss them . Please be back here soon, another showcase in Malaysia please!

Keep this mood!

MindSET

2010-12-12T01:37:00.000+08:00

Lost of idea for the Post Title. Hello everyone, here I am again :) Hahahaha.......*speechless

Back to the reality, there are a lot to say here, I mean it, a lot but I don't know how to express it in a right way for you to impress after read it.(Snobbish gila dengan perkataan IMPRESS). Okay, first thing yang wajib mention adalah RESULT PSPM SEM 1. Hoho, tak hebat sangat. Compare with others yang dapat 4 flat semua tu, hebat kott ;p Tapi cukup lah nak berbangga dengan nikmat yang Allah pinjamkan sekejap ini. Alhamdulillah, I got 3.5 above. Cukuplah tu bagi insan bernama Nadzirah yang memang tak belajar langsung masa study week, bila dah exam baru sibuk men'tension' kan diri, ok padan MUKA! This sem, they said it is more tougher than you ever thought. The syllabus, the test, a lot of assignment, well all of that I need to run through with patience. Target for this sem, surely 4 flat! But, at least better than Sem 1.

I already thought about the course I'm going to take for my degree soon,InsyaAllah. Of course my first choice is dentistry, if I'm able to make it 4 flat this sem, my average pointer may be able to qualify me that course. I'm still looking forward for UIA but there is no place for us, Matriculation's Students in UIA. Upset *sigh. Nvm, there are a lot of instituition outside there. I'm searching for scholarships too, haha sometimes I feel desperate for it. Okay, what I'm trying to say here, for the best education, we must do everything we can! Huh, I shall think about another course. Pending pending pending.....

Before, I miss home! With all of my heart even I can't describe it how I miss home T_T. Ma asked me will I be back next week. I said 'maybe'. HUH, I should've say yes. If I'm going home, ayah wants to do a gathering at hometown. Yes, I love it! Why? I'll be able to eat my sweet lamb :) Hoho, I only thought about food lol. Plus, I miss nenek ok! It's been almost a month since last saw her.

In between, I'm tired now. Bye everyone

Good luck or pack up your things then !

2010-11-28T11:10:00.000+08:00

There's nothing to do anymore. Just pray and wish for the best, if I'm gonna be flunk out and it is the best, that is my destiny. Wish me the best of luck guys!

The Little Thing :)

2010-11-28T05:10:00.001+08:00

Picture above was at Subang which I mentioned through FB, my cousin's wedding. It was a hectic day, I was damn tired but still try to keep the smile till the end :) hahaaaa. Ok peeps, I'm too lazy to upload the photos, not right now.

And from day to day, I think my love towards them (above) is growing. They are awesome! Yes, I'm telling the truth. I fond on JYJ since their 'JYJ' era. Ok, you know what I mean. But still keep the faith to see the five though it seems hopeless now. Go guys! :)

p/s:I ruined and messed up with my MP3. No more MP3, now I'm hoping with my XPress Music huh

From SS to MMM

2010-11-21T10:28:00.000+08:00

Finally, I had done watched Sungkyunkwan Scandal. Well at first I thought it was a historical movie with a lot of bored phrases but one day I tried to watch it just because I wanna see Yoochun, hahaha :D Ok, from my first observation, I was CAPTURED! It was truly an interesting drama though from the outside looked lame but once you watched you will never regret it. I'm so lazy to tell ya'all the synopsis since you can google it yourself. Well here, I have some photos and surely please enjoy it :)

From left: Yoo Ah In as Mun Jae Shin(Geol Oh), Micky Yoochun Park as Lee Sun Joon(Garang),Park Minyoung as Kim Yoon Shin/Kim Yoon Hee (Daemul) and Song Junggi as Gu Yong Ha(Yeorim)

Haha, I love this :)

Junggi is CUTE! Minyoung is PRETTY! Yoochun is SMOKEY HOT! Ah In is COOL! Haha, somehow I know I sound ridiculous

Just lovely even with a thousand decade age of such outfit :)

And this was when Jaejoong came visit the set in support for Yoochun with 70 orders of chicken.That is what we call FRIENDSHIP :)

So now, quite sad because the drama is over.Won't be able to see Yoochun for a while.In between, JYJ is having their tour especially in USA, wish them best of luck.I heard they did great and it was true! Awesome job guys, keep it up and still keep the faith :)

New drama that replaced Sungkyunkwan Scandal is Marry Me Marry played by Jang Geun Suk and Moon Geun Young.Check the new drama, it is available now! And to make it much interesting, Geun Suk are singing again in this drama, I bet many fan will love this right?

Till here for update !

Is it GOOD or BOO being at home?

2010-11-20T01:51:00.000+08:00

The thing is, I don't know which one I shall decide on. Some thoughts of the good but some thoughts are vice versa. It is GOOD to be home when you can sit together and eating together with your family, to watch all the shows that you are badly want to, to do everything you wish to that unable to be done in college. The BOO is, my brother Nazmi had made it like a BOO in one day. He used the whole day in front the PC and he also USED THE WHOLE PREPAID LEFT FOR MY PHONE FROM RM12 TO RM0.92 TO ONLINE. Thank you ! I love you for did that to me. GREAT! Hahahaha, no offense ok, its fact :)

A good dream just made a good day for you :)

2010-11-16T00:04:00.002+08:00

It was misfortune till I dreamed of KJJ together with PYC again :) Awwwww. The first one when I saw them together and excitedly I took a picture of both of them and they were giving me such a sweetest smile I ever see, though they might a bit far from me. For the second was the most unforgettable when I was standing closer to them especially with KJJ,he was just next to me, and PYC was there too! I couldn't imagine how great it was! Whoooottt! We were standing at a corridor looking down from the building then suddenly KJJ took my hand and kissed my hand passionately, dohhh I thought it was real cause it seems and felt real babe! Hahaha, I might be insane, but insanity what I need now :) Then, everyday was just great for even for my Biology class ahaaaa :D

In between, I'm going back tomorrow. Seriously can't wait even it was only been a week since last I was at home. I want to back to homieeetown eat delicious foods especially on this becoming Aidil Adha! I want to watch KJJ again and again till my mind turns mad. I want to have a good time spending it with new D90, I know, I mentioned it almost every second. But, what I need right now is to complete my tutorial. A bit more for Biology and a lot for Chemistry. Yes, I thought of stay up a little bit late tonight. Only TONIGHT. Hohoho, wish that I can manage to finish it all before my bed starting to call me eagerly. Okay, Mr Campbell, where are you darling?

Tiba-tiba ennn....

2010-11-13T22:17:00.000+08:00

Tiba tiba kan, saya teringatkan kucing di rumah. Haishhh, tadi kan kan, saya online twitter saya nampak lah gambar satu kucing ni, whoaaaa comel gila duh! Muka dia nak sama macam 'Bulu' saya. Eh, bukan bulu saya kalaupun saya ni banyak sangat bulu, kucing saya nama 'BULU',kekeke. Muka sangat sama dengan Bulu, putih gebu lagi macam Adibah Nor,wah! Dulu, masa kucing tu mula mula nampak dunia, saya sangat tak suka, nampak gila comot kucing tu. Bila dia dah besar sikit, lepas ayah stop bagi dia makan 'cracker'(kata abang boleh bawak cancer), bulu dia lawa sangat, panjang nampak macam kucing Parsi dah (saya suspect ayah dia kucing Parsi jiran saya lah). Lepas tu, abang nak panggil dia Fluffy sebab bulu dia memang fluffy, tapi saya cakap panggil Bulu tak ke lagi comel,eheh :) Bila balik rumah, Bulu suka gesel gesel kat kaki saya, eii gatal! Tapi saya rasa dia betina lah sebab dia tak ada *tutt dia. Rindunya kat Bulu, aishhh. 'Bulu, kalau awak ada handphone sekarang ni dah lama saya call awak, video call pun saya sanggup, tak main lah fb ni kan,kekeke. Nanti raya saya balik,kita raya sama sama eh, saya makan daging lembu, awak makan ikan :)'

Pagi tadi ada MUET straight dari pukul 7 keluar bilik, pukul 1 baru nampak katil balik. Dengan perut kosong bunyi macam bom atom jatuh di Hiroshima dah, dengan soalan yang susah tahap pecah otak boleh rebus masak kari, dengan CD listening yang rosak habis sampai sangkut dari sepatutnya 30 minit jadi hampir 1 jam. Bongok punya test, jagalah kalau tak dapat at least band 3 memang satu satu wayar speaker dalam tutor tu saya cabut! Bila dah habis exam, fikir nak makan jeee. Akhirnya, pertama kali jugak saya menapak ke KFC pekan Pilah ni. Gila hebat, first time tuu ;p . Bila mencekik, dah tak fikir apa, dengar orang mengumpat kat belakang pun lantak lah diorang nak angkut dosa lagi. Makan lagi heaven! :D Maaflah,terexcited pulak cerita dapat makan KFC, faham faham lah saya ni tinggal kat pedalaman, dekat sini kalau dapat KFC macam dapat makan dekat Hotel 4 setengah bintang! Lepas tu, ma yang tercinta call. Rindu nya kat ma! Ma macam boring je saya takde kat rumah, bila dia call macam macam dia nak cerita, gelak je termampu.Sob sob sob T_T.

Bosan tahap gaban sekarang ni, room mate tidur, pemilik laptop ni tak datang lagi, saya keseorangan. Waaaa, siapa siapa nak temankan? Kalau ada, garu ketiak kamu! Geheeee. Ok, tak de benda nak keluar dah, selamat malam readers! Oh lupa, Mariah Mundi and THE SHIP OF FOOLS dah habis dibaca and I need a new one :)

When you got a lot to say.....

2010-11-12T16:43:00.000+08:00

.....You tend to write NOTHING here. Tak tahu apa intention tiba tiba ter'click' pada icon 'new post'. Boring perkataan yang tepat. Nothing in mind, but 'I wanna go home, I wanna touch D90, I wanna meet em' em', and I wanna get out from here' as soon please. Sudah seminggu start belajar, aww lovin' it even saya ni pentipu. To be frank, it's been a week saya longgok kan laundry, dah sebakul segunung tak berbasuh, bilik sangat bersepah, habuk kipas yang tak pernah cuci sejak duduk sini, tak bersembur lagi, semut merata rata gatal gigit kulit saya dengan room mate yang putih melepak,LMFAO. Tomorrow will having MUET, never study for it konon dah terrer lah confident boleh dapat band tinggi tinggi. Lepas tu ada masalah penghadaman, I need faber-max even it's suck! Currently reading Mariah Mundi and the SHIP OF FOOLS by G.P Taylor, it's great! 50 pages left, then look for a new one. And every night, I will never forget to listen to JYJ :) Now, I'm lost at word. Kalau terperasan, lama tak upload photo 'MUKA' sendiri di sini. What I was thinking, I want to hold dad's D90 first then post a good shot! Haha, bye :)

New Semester, wishing it to be fun!

2010-11-10T21:28:00.000+08:00

New semester of my matriculation programme just started this week. Well I thought I'm going to face the same thing just like the last semester. The same pressure, the same tasks, in the name of the same for everything I thought! It was quite sad, starting the new sem though the first sem just ended 2 weeks ago? It is do sound pathetic. Hahahahaa. Like I was expected, the same lecturers from last sem. It's good for me cause I love their teaching :) well except for Biology. Yes, gonna be with Sir Amir again this sem, I'm dead. Totally flunk out! But today was the first tutorial class with him for this semester. Yesterday, he gave us such assignment of Cell Divison. I studied it last night, with all my heart I was with Campbell. Oh, I love my big mr. Campbell :) You are my saviour, I guess I don't need another book :) To make it perfect, showing them how determined I was, I brought along for the first time in my entire college's life my Campbell to class. Yes, it was so damm heavy, more than thousands pages,but frankly there was no regret :) When Sir Amir asked me questions, glad that I was able to gave him the answer.Though might be wrong, I 'googled' my mr.Campbell searched for the right answer. And that was how I thought that I might love this Biology tutorial with Mr.Amir. He may give us a lot of assignments but to take the positive it is for our own benefit. To be a great student, face the hardship first. When you can overcome it, the more challenging things are ahead. So be strong, pay all your effort and it will result of your victory soon. Never forget Allah,He is the one that will make it true for you! InsyaAllah, this new sem gonna be interesting for me, just enjoy the feeling :)

Still keeping the faith !

2010-11-06T22:56:00.001+08:00

No matter what ! :)

Lup Dup :)

2010-11-04T11:55:00.000+08:00

This guy just make my heart trembling :)

Still keep the faith !

Blurb~

2010-10-28T23:13:00.000+08:00

Oh,I miss blogging! Hello, how are you? Well,I guess right now there's not much I wanna say here,though I miss my blog like 'GABAN',just not much story to tell. I need to lose some kg now, uncomfortable kot? Haha, yah siapa suruh makan and makan lagi again makan lagi then extra rest with no exercise.Erghhh, who should be blamed? Okay, my college's life should be BLAMED!

Okay, as far you know,I'm a Korean lover.I'm not that pathetic MANIAC CRAZY person like others, well at least ! I read a post 2 days ago. OMG! SHINee's Jonghyun is dating Shin Se-Kyung! Haha, what in a world! They both look suit together, just love 'em :) That is why I called all the fans who kept on pressure-ing them MORON! Stupid bloody hell like Jonghyun will like them,like Jonghyun really knows them. Hello, you're just fan,please recall your standard okay. I'm a fan of SHINee too,as Jonghyun, but I'm not that stupid to heck somebody life. Erghhhh, then just 'resign' from being SHINee's fan. Thank you.

I'LL BE BACK okay :)

I love examination :)

2010-10-16T15:26:00.000+08:00

Exam,exam,exam.....
Dear Exam,it's been a long time huh. We meet again. I'm glad to see you though I'm not well prepare enough. At least I have this kind of feeling 'POSITIVE MINDSET AND THINKING'. Yes,yes! I'm not worth to say this but I'M READY.*Oh, how I wish I could say that with no doubt.

Well, despite the unprepared thingy, I'm just hoping I will reach my target at least. Wish for so-so questions will come out soon! After it's over for this 1st tiresome semester, we meet again ya!

I'm a MORON

2010-10-03T10:08:00.002+08:00

For still not over it. I need space. BYE

I'm trying here to do my best!

2010-10-02T01:10:00.000+08:00

Lately,I'd been under pressure of emotion like I tend to get emotional so easily. I miss home! I miss ayah! I miss ma! And now,here I am at home :) I cried a lot for past week, inside or outside not to bother sometimes I think that I'm getting weak and weak and slowly to fade.

Firstly,it's about study.Well,its not that I give up or find it not interested anymore,it's just I lack of time on something that given,surely I always demand for extra rest hahahaha yeah but still I'm just getting tired. The lesson is still fun though and now I'm not being a big ass like before when regarding about 'MODEL'. I'm waiting patiently for PSPM,can't wait for that day,yes I'm scared! But still under control,I'm not too absurd with what people call 'NERDY TIME' till late at night still eyes in front of the book but no point,right?

Since last I met him,I can't stop thinking of him.I'm still can't get over it I guess.Yeah I know,I'm a moron.But not other words can speak except 'I MISS HIM'. Please,I hope he know.

Well I guess,better to sleep now.At 6.30 need to wake up,send ayah to airport.Again,he leaves hahaha.!

Do Love :)

2010-10-02T00:56:00.000+08:00

Love is all what we need in live!

2010-08-31T22:49:00.001+08:00

MERDEKA! Yeah,thats the best phrase to describe about today. I acted like a jerk, ignore these all Merdeka stuff, even I knew what I did was wrong, but hey still I'm proud to be one of Malaysian, variation in one unity,thats great about Malaysia. Well,hello everybody, already skipped my greets since its been a long time since last post. Any progress? I'm getting fat! Fat and fat and superfat! Feel like a tonne of adipose tissue hanging in every part of my so uncurvy body,wheeww its suck! Hahaha, but I don't even care about it like Ivan,my classmate never know my name up till now and he told me 'NVW, I don't care' haha. Ok people, I might having a long talk of crap for now,since post this right through mobile, I tend to write it with NO paragraph! Oh,last week, I got my UPS result, not UPSR, I'm 18! Well almost 18, ha ha ha... Ok ok, it was er er er how to describe it, well what some people say, thats the pay for you effort, yes it is! I didn't work on too much effort so the result was not fully thumb up. Ok done here, you know what I mean. Raya is just around the corner, I don't prepare anything for it yet, just want to stay with this meaningful Ramadhan,the first Ramadhan be apart from my two most beloved people, yes it is much more meaningful! I can't wait to be back! Hahaha,been missing the night of Syawal its was only our family still in Kajang while others already back to hometown,awww.. Eh, I'm currently now so into 'The Learning Curve' it is fascinating novel,at least for me. I love Nicky Hobbs! Such a great character though for me make me want to be like her,well not really a teacher but someone with curious of mind of something even the gossips can be good.. Hohoho, what else to add? Emm,emm oh yeah almost forget, about 10 days ago, supposedly I should celebrate of my 2nd annie year with the title 'SINGLE', ok I'm proud! But, I was totally forgot it, and since it was not that matter, so it was just passed by, GREAT! I wish this continue for a few more years *grinch. Ok, till here for now, got a song to be memorise yes for Biology tutorial tomorrow,gonna be a shame, uhuk uhuk. Till here,love you people. Salam Ramadhan Al-Mubarak and Eid.

Bad Girl Good Girl

2010-07-22T22:14:00.000+08:00

Miss A

You don't know me, so shut up boy

You couldn't say a thing in front of me

But you could talk badly about me behind my back.

I'm dumbfounded.

Hello,it seems like the first time

You've seen a girl like me.
Why do you judge me?
Are you afraid of me, perhaps?

On the outside, I'm a Bad Girl.
On the inside, I'm a Good Girl.
You don't even know me well

You only look at me from the outside.
I find your gaze to be funny

Because you see me as a pitiful girl.

When I dance, I'm a Bad Girl.
When I love, I'm a Good Girl.
When you watch me dance

You become mesmerized

But are you done after you watch?
I find your hypocrisy to be funny

Because you point at me.

These kind of clothes,this kind of hair,

A girl who does these kind of dances is obvious.
You're even more obvious.

Hello,if you don't have any confidence,

go to the back,
You just need to step back.
Why do you keep making noise?
Don't you know that your heart can clearly be seen?

I'm looking for a man who can handle me.
I'm looking for a real man,

Not a man who acts like one through words.
Isn't there a man who won't make me anxious

Because he overflows with confidence?
So that I can be me,

So that I can watch him freely from afar?

p/s:Lovin' the song :)

Selamat Sejahtera

2010-07-18T20:29:00.000+08:00

Selamat Sejahtera! Ish,berapa kurun tak post apa apa kat sini? Sebulan kot. Ya, sebulan! Dan sebulan jugak la saya bertapa kat bumi KMNS. Sebulan tak balik kot,whoaa BANGGA! Hahaha.. 2 minggu tak jumpa ma and ayah! Whoaa lagi bangga! Nad dah MATANG! Haha, mengarut Tok nenek je aku ni.. Ok, what I mean here, I am extremely super duper rindu sangat kat ma ayah abang adik nazmi semua semua lah! Lebih sebulan dah tak balik kampung, dah 2 bulan tak tengok rumah atuk, ntah diorang ingat lagi ke tak budak gemuk nama nya Nadzirah ni, hmmm.. Btw,UPS is tomorrow till wednesday, yes! I tengah eager nak jawab UPS ni(padahal tak study apa,study posisi tidur dgn selesa adalah!) Kat matrik ni, suasana nak exam UPS macam nak SPM, havoc semacam sampai budak budak announcer 'mencarut' apa ntah kata semangat lah konon. Ok, saya kena belajar, BELAJAR! Mari balut kepala macam ahjumma tengah buat kimchi. Bertemu lagi ya! Doakan saya :)

Hello You

2010-06-20T11:33:00.000+08:00

Greets you everybody! Nothing much here to say. Blog ni I tahu lame sangat and tunggu lah nanti I upgrade haha. For time sake, study comes first! Bye! :)

Kembali T_T

2010-05-30T13:51:00.000+08:00

Semasa snap gambar ini semalam, adik cakap 'Eh,kenapa buat muka begitu,macam Taemin' Hoba hoba hoba! 'Seriously?No way, he's a boy and i'm a girl haha' Ok,BTW Taemin is super plus pretty than me :)

Heeee,back to the topic. Yes peeps,I'm going back to KMNS today. Sort of cursing right now. How I wish I never stay in KMNS, I'm soooo homesick erghhh! For real,I didn't completed yet the tutorials,I didn't study and review the book yet for quiz this week, I didn't do anything for practical Bio this Tuesday, to cut it, I'm back to my old 'TEBIAT' lazy fatty girl to do all her homework,to study during last SPM.Yes,I was! And now I am!

And the coolest is, next week I'm not going back yes for sure! Double next week also can't,they are going to Terengganu and leave me alone T_T sob sob.Triple next week surely not since Nazmi need to go back to Samura. And ayah said just wait after you finish your exam which means in July! Yes! I'm going back in July for next time. Hahaha, gilalalala lama nak tungguuuu,oh pleaseeeee.

p/s:I'm speechless now.Goodbye 0_0

Bila dah melatah.....

2010-05-28T23:22:00.000+08:00

Ini quite funny bagi I. Hahaha, ok I tak boleh henti gelak bila teringat.

Semalam, after habis kuliah Maths dengan cikgu yang comel gebu tu(I tak tau lah nama dia), I straight terus pergi surau nak solat Zohor.Kuliah habis pukul 3 and pukul 4 sambung kuliah Bio,so I pun rushing lah pergi surau. Lepas habis sembahyang,I pakai kasut dulu dekat luar surau sambil kawan I siap siap jap dekat dalam. Ok,masa ni memang I tengah berangan sorang-sorang erghh teringat hari Khamis kelmarin I menangis teresak-esak dekat Haziqah sebab I tak tahan dengan seorang cikgu ni,ish malu gila ! Lepas tu,tengah melangut sorang-sorang adalah seorang hamba Allah yang bernama lelaki ini tengah jalan nak melintasi depan I. Dia jalan sambil pegang plastik berisi buku yang baru dibeli dari tauke Cina yang sedang membuat jualan buku di hadapan perpustakaan dan menghayun hayun kan plastik itu. Tanpa disedari...ish apasal cakap macam geek ni =p

Ok ok, tengah dia jalan jalan dah nak betul betul sampai depan I, plastik berisi buku yang baru beli tu pun tercampak sebab hayun kuat sangat. Nak tahu bagaimana responnya?Begini...

"Oh, babi JATUH!" katanya and dia buat tangannya seperti seorang bapuk yang terkejut melihat hantu pocong berjalan dan bukan meloncat. Haaaaa,begitulah.

Ish, I apa lagi, gelak cover je mampu sebab depan surau kan. Kawan dia dari belakang dia jalan laju laju tanya I,

"Tak dengar pape kan tadi?" *ketawa

I jawab,

"Eh,tak lah, nampak pun tak tadi tutup mata, ingatkan gajah jatuh tadi"

Kemudian, mamat tadi pun berlalu kerana terlampau malu sebab melatah tiada hala tuju di depan surau pula tu.Eh,macam pantun berkarat je haha.

p/s: Tutorial tak buat lagi, buku tak baca lagi untuk kuiz next week,gambar untuk Bio tak lukis lagi,bla bla bla

Hello Min Ho :)

2010-05-28T20:47:00.000+08:00

Rindu pada Min Ho! Sudah lama tak tonton Dream Team,sudah lama tak tonton Min Ho lari lari,lompat lompat,muka dia yang sangat bersemangat bila nak berlawan ! Aishhh, sudah lah balik hari Ahad ini, melepas lagi urghhh T_T

p/s:Uncle Donald's,tunggu kami esok!

The Faces

2010-05-23T09:39:00.001+08:00

Good morning everybody:) Waaaaaa, today I'm going back to my current 'home',Kuala Pilah. Ish, tak puas lagi tidur dalam bilik ni :p. Ok, before pergi Pilah, we'll straight to Johor first to send Nazmi back to Samura. Ahha, nvm this Thursday I'll be back again !! Yay, excited kot lalala. Actually there's nothing to say here, just wanna drop something here before back to KMNS.Attention ya, I'm sooo ignore the internet there and means I'll be rarely to have a visit here and also another web.I'll be inactive:)

This was during the first day to class. It was black out during the morning and since I didn't prepare my scarf yet and I just wore this one.I felt FAT!:) Oh,yeah.Duduk dekat sana lepas makan je exercise lepas makan je exercise,naik tangga 'Batu Caves' sangat wajib setiap hari. First day control ayu bajet suci,ok manalah tau terjumpa mamat Ranbir Kapoor ke,Choi Min Ho ke, Max Theriot ke, ish horny je dengar nama diorang! Haha :p

And,this was on Friday ,back home bebeh! Ma masak nasi ayam !!

Ok,see you on Thursday:)

p/s:Gosh,tutorial tak siap lagi!

2010-05-22T11:18:00.000+08:00

First of all, Hello everybody! :)

Ok, dah almost 2 minggu tak buka blog since I'm in KMNS and it's hard to spend time for something like this

Ish, I baru je buka blog hari ini and baca blog orang lain.Bila buka I punya tak sangka ada tangan kotor yang tinggalkan kata kata yang agak kurang ajar di shoutbox saya ini. Well, it's so lame ok. Kalau betullah teruk sangat page ni kan, agaknya dah banyak yang banned I, so it's up to you lah. I tak layan semua ni lagi lagi bila dah kritik I mengumpat I semua tapi tak nak tunjuk siapa you. I don't give any damm to it ok! :)

So guys, during last two weeks in KMNS, ok banyak story but tak tercerita lah rasanya. Well,I'm just here to say hi and I'm in great condition especially to be back in class,thats what make me feel excited! Wish for my success in KMNS:)

KMNS, here I come :)

2010-05-09T22:30:00.001+08:00

Hello peeps:) Semalam ada Hari Anugerah Kecemerlangan SAAS ke-43. Nazmi semangat sangat nak datang ambil anugerah sampai dia sanggup naik bas seorang diri for the first time dari Johor balik sini. Mula mula I ingat I dengan Nazmi je yang nak datang, then pagi tu ma cakap no,everybody is coming Ayah, Sabrina and ma. I was so excited. Ye lah, itulah last time nak naik pentas tu lagi lagi ma and ayah ada :)

Ish, tak sangka dah habis sekolah dah pun. Sob sob

Form 5 batch 2009 (6A-10A)

Form 3 batch 2009 (7A-8A)

And these are our plat :)

Semalam pun nenek, mak ngah and lain pun dah datang sebab hari ni tak dapat balik kampung. Dapat juga jumpa Farid and Damia sebelum pergi.Aww gonna miss the little sweetheart. Durrah dan Harith juga:) Oh, ya Aiman pun!

So,petang tadi baru start packing.Lenguh tangan ni hah gosok baju sampai 3 jam haha. Sumbat baju sampai kembung beg.Ma cakap ni macam dah tak nak balik rumah je:D

Oh, plastik hitam belakang tu bukan dalam pakej ye

Okay everybody, seems I'm gonna be geek back. It's been a while since last class time! Well, I'm hoping the best for this. Really, ma and ayah said if I get the best pointer with all along great result, insyaAllah, they will try to apply scholarship or sponsor for me to study abroad.Haha well, it doesn't matter as long as they always with me:)

Between,welcome back to CLASS everyone including the becoming one!

p/s:Malam ni malam terakhir berhindustan dan berkorean:D

Memang kacak!

2010-05-07T02:31:00.000+08:00

It is now 2:17 in morning! Wah, it's been a long time since my last insomnia haha. Hello fellow! I baru saja habis tonton movie Ajab Prem Ki Ghazab Kahani means "Unique Prem's (love's) amazing story" ! Frankly I tell you, it was a super duper hillarious and fantastic Bollywood movie I ever watched!

Aww, Ranbir Kapoor was smooky hot man! Haha, I didn't expect he could play such a funny guy :) Hey buddy, I couldn't stop laughing and my belly getting hurt the more I watched it because it was too HILLARIOUS!

And I guess now I'm starting to like Katrina Kaif. Hello, she may speak english better than hindi but she was awesome in acting! And also drop dead gorgeous:) Salman Khan was lucky haha.

Oh, btw I also watched this movie Mujhse Shaadi Karogi (Will You Marry Me?) Ohhh, loving it too! Haha, I finished 2 movies in about 10 hours,it should be more I guess!

Haha, enough. What movie for today? Haha, we'll see. I might sound lame but I do enjoy watching this Bollywood thingy:)

Got to sleep now,another big day tomorrow!

p/s:Memang kacak! Yes Ranbir Kapoor memang kacak lah Qila! :D

It's time for "shopping" !

2010-05-02T01:07:00.002+08:00

Hello.Yes.Hello! Haha . I was spending my morning yesterday again by watching hindustan ! Wah, romantik kan pagi pagi dah on computer on modem click website tu lepas tu layan hindustan sambil tergelek gelek menyanyi sama sama hahaha :) Macam pathetic sangat je hidup I ni. Lagi satu, ma naik angin sangat pagi tu dengan adik sampai dia jerit "SABRINA!!!!" kuat sangat rasanya sampai rumah Aqilah tu boleh dengar. Tapi rasanya Aqilah tidur lagi time tu so tertutup pendengaran seketika :D

Ish,terbantut bontot niat I nak tengok Kabhi Kushi Kabhi Gam hahaha . Sudahnya I tengok cerita tak habis hari tu, ceritanya Choori Choori Chupke Chupke lalala. Walaupun kedengaran I ni macam kolot sangat hulu sangat layan hindustan tapi best ok! Kalau ada suami nanti nanti, bukan setakat cerita Korea tu dengan semua filem Hindustan tu I paksa dia tengok dengan I ! *ok,joking nanti tak de orang nak ngorat I ;p

Oh ya, barisan umat lahir pada 1992 pun sudah tahu keputusan UPU mereka. So congrats kepada yang dapat even me too,congrats Nad! *Sigh. Ish, bukan sebab tak bersyukur , I got Diploma Fisioterapi in UiTM but rasanya tak pergi lah kot and sudah decide bulat bulat mahu ke Matrik 10 Mei ini! Mari menghitung hari sama sama! So, apa tandanya tu. Papan tanda sudah naik bertulis "It's time for shopping!" Kesian ayah and ma, tak lama je baru lepas spent untuk Nazmi few months ago and sekarang kena cucuk lagi duit untuk I, nak buat macam mana lumrah kan? Hahaha, I menjadi excited je sebut shopping. Ye lah kau duduk Kuala Pilah dah nanti shopping ke mana kau ke hulu sana tu cakap minang je tau!

Tapi tidak mengapa, nasib di N9, sebelah je dengan Selangor, selang berapa je dengan Kajang, langkah sikit je dengan rumah. Paling penting, ayah dan ma atau abang sudi datang bila dijemput! So,bila semua sudah support saya masuk Matrikulasi, saya akan cuba untuk struggle sehebat yang boleh!

Lepas ni saya mahu buat list barangan yang diperlukan, siapa siapa yang mahu beri cadangan sila contact ok!

Mari tatap Hyun Joong berambut baru yang cool!

Gummy:As A Man

p/s: Hari Anugerah? 8 Mei? Ya,saya datang!

Bolly'kayu'(wood)

2010-04-27T22:00:00.002+08:00

I don't know what is wrong with me lately. Did I ate something was spelled or was I mad or I was seriously had nothing else to do. I don't know(molla!). The thing is, lately I'd been craving for Bollywood movie. Ha-ha-ha I know it sound lame,but it's fact ok!

Well,lets begin with a picture first. People said, pictures told the stories :) Ok,back to the topic!

There was something I might hiding from my friends which only my parents, my aunties, my uncles, my brothers and sister also my big 'scale' of cousin knew about this.

Actually.....err actually...... WAIT!

I need to take a deep breath first

Fuhhh-ha-hu-bah-wah-lol!

I need to slap my chubby cheeks first

Pang-pang-pung-pong-pon-pon!

Haha,wrong voice

I used to watch HINDUSTAN so much!

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh~!!

What I'm going to do, I'm so blushing right now

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh~!!

*Nadzirah runaway for a while. Hold on

15 minutes later.......

Hello people,I'm back ha-ha-ha*shame laughing

Okay, I had my face washed just now and despite my embarrassment I'll tell whats the truth even I know nobody gonna read this though,haha it's fine :)

Okay, I think it started since I was in primary,I don't remember which standard I was but it was in primary. Yeah, I started to watch hindustan since then. I watched a lot, really a lot. I used to be called 'Hantu Hindustan' by ayah haha its stick just for a while till I'd fix that habit. I don't have hindustan CD at home(since ayah don't like it) but two that were 'Kuch Kuch Ho Ta Hai' and 'Mohabbatein'. Rest,I watched it at mak long's house a.k.a my nursery since my cousin used to like it too.

'Kuch Kuch Ho Ta Hai' was the first, ayah bought it at Mumbai. I watched it again and again and I don't know why I kept want to watch it. Then the era passed after a while when 'Mohabbatein' was on cinema I really want to watch it. I was persuading ayah so madly and ayah bought it for me. I still remember,it was Aidilfitri and then we back home, ayah and ma went to neighbour house in front and I stayed at home just to watch it. That was the last time ayah bought it for me because I watched it for many times till the 2nd disc couldn't play anymore.It was blank,the screen was BLANK!

During that age, I watched Salman Khan's movie a lot! Hahaha, I really adore him. USED TO when he was still young still quite fit before he went into the trouble. Mostly of his movie he played such a silly funny man thats why I like it. When he played romance, he really did it well (for me). I love his reaction when he was being teased by girls when they were singing and dancing.When he played a shy character , a silly brother or a protective husband,its always looked fine on me.

Year by year, I fixed that habit till I don't feel to watch Hindustan for often or ever. Yes, I did fix it! But then I became addicted to Korean till now and I stop for a while during PMR but it came back and the addiction getting worse which I felt extremely happy when I talked about Korean :)

And thats why I'm saying I don't know what was going on me lately that I craved for Hindustan movies especially when Salman Khan cast in that movie.

I think it started last few days. I was watching the television when there's no channel that interested me up I turned into Zee channel which I rarely done and it was movie 'Hum Saath Saath Hain' was played which I really really really wanted to watched it since last year since I didn't have the CD and I didn't know which website I should click to watched it online with subtitle.

It was absolutely not a new movie, I was still little when the movie first played. It's hard to describe what was the movie about but for a person like me,watching that kind of movie can make you wonder about this life and the bond with family or with outsider which had become like our family for a long time and what will you do if that bond is put into a test that nobody ever wonder.

So,since then I kept on craving Hindustan's movie not a new one which I don't like but stories that put your heart just into it. I really love it when it tells about family bond and the love one.Just to remind you how beautiful this world.

Hehehe, enough for right now to crap on something strange about me. Yes, a secret revealed today,maybe next time another one hahaha. Well its up to you to find me weird. And thats the truth okay, I'll be ready if anybody want to make a fun on it.

Well,before we end, lets take a look on this video which is one of my favourite part in Hum Saath Saath Hain

p/s:I kept on blushing while searching for his photo because too many topless!And I can believe I told this. Aigoooo!

Azhar lah ni :D

2010-04-20T21:07:00.001+08:00

Mahu lihat benda comel ? Tadaaaaaaa! Ini dia. Socks version SS501! Ahhh, comel sangat :)

Even they are not similar with the real, it's still adorable though! :)

Azhar lah tag ni. Sayang sangat kat saya ni ;p

FIVE name that people call you :

1. ~~Cia~~

2. Zira

3. Nad

4. Nadot

5. Nadzirah

FIVE things that you done yesterday :

1. Cooking for lunch

2. Sent Sabrina to school

3. Feed the cats

4. Doing laundry

5. And folded it with mum

FIVE important dates in your life :

1. 18.09.199*

2. 06.07.19**

3. 02.11.19**(Aqilah, kau jangan perasan!haha)

4. 16.07.19**

5. Future wedding date! :)

FIVE favorite movies :

1. The Lovely Bones

2. Baby and Me

3. Mars Attack

4. Bujang Lapok

5. Final Destination

FIVE ways to be happy :

1. Talking to the closer one

2. Shopping

3. Makan banyak banyak

4. Watch your favourite show/movie/drama

5. Listen to your favourite music

FIVE favourite hobbies :

1. I do yoga babe! haha

2. Watch korean

3. Listen korean :)

4. Tidur

5. Makan

FIVE reasons you answers the survey :

1. Sebab

2. Azhar

3. Yang

4. Tag

5. Saya !

FIVE favourite people :

1. Family

2. Friends

3. Babies

4. Choi Minho! :)

5. Gagman

FIVE favourite places to vacation :

1. Korea! (Jeju Island)

2. South Africa

3. London

4. Beijing again ! (Especially The Great Wall)

5. Any beach or island !

FIVE persons to tag :

1. Any

2. body

3. Can

4. Tag

5. Yourself

p/s: I need sunglass

2010-04-19T21:40:00.001+08:00

Ish, apa kena dengan I ni. Balik balik mesti teringat seluar skinny yang I jumpa dekat Parkson tu. Gila I nak sangat tapi sudah kekurangan duit masa tu. Lagipun baru je beli satu jeans nak tambah satu lagi . Tapi sebab semalam I dapat lagi reward, I senyum je terbayang bayang dah beli seluar tu. Ish, apa ni apa ni !

Sometimes, people lost in words. Like me right now. Just before there were a lot of ideas came all the way like a waterfall but now it's slowly fade away.Ok nak tau sebabnya. I baru gaduh dengan adik rebut remote since I nak tengok juga cerita I but she took it and held it tightly. Ahhh! I don't know what to say now, I'm in a deep shit I guess. Urghhh, ok when it's 9.30 just ask her to go bed and over !

Tadi masa lipat kain dengan ma, borak borak pasal IPT I, ayah tanya pasal Aqilah and ma tanya pasal anak peguam. Haha, I tanya anak peguam mana pulak ni ma. Ohh, bila I teringat I cakap 'Cia dah tak kawan dengan dia lagi dah' haha ayat macam lame je,berhh ! Bila result UPU nak keluar ni. I tengah excited nak study balik ni nanti dah tengah terlentang macam ikan paus baru lah dapat tau. Ish ish.

Oh ya, I annoyed sekarang dengan mysoju * tapi bukak jugak. Haha I mean link cerita Oh! My Lady. Bodohlah asyik mintak support je habis tu selama ni I tengok cerita tu pakai apa. Dah sekarang langsung tak boleh tengok,bukak vikii lagi lambat uploadnya nanti I tukar pada youtube baru tertonggeng nanti padan muka! Ahh, I rindu Siwon!

Sebab tak boleh tengok, I start tengok cerita ni. Tapi sampai sampai ep 3 dah datang balik sawan link tu. Erghhhhhh! Ok cerita tengah best. Kepada peminat Lee Min Ho si muka lebar tu berbibir lekuk tu mahu lihat dia berlakon gay? Jangan lupa tonton lah cerita ini bertajuk Personal Taste/ Preference.

Ish tak cukup erotik gambar ni first ep Min Ho dah bukak baju ! -_-*

p/s: excited on FB pasal nak borak dengan teacher Shahbinar! :)